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I know i havent updated in months..

2009-10-31T12:42:00.002+08:00

I know i havent updated in months..

I wont be updating this blog anymore..

want to noe my new blog add, then do add me on MSN to see my pm for the blog address

For those who dont noe me but want to continue reading my posts, here is my msn:

wzlbrian@hotmail.com (attach a msg saying : "Blogspot Viewer")

thanks.

Fiction Conversations

2009-08-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

Part 1

A: You will love this burger!
B: Sure ornot?
A: Take a bit won't you?
B: *Bite* Mmmm, this tastes GREAT! What's it made of? Beef?
A: Are you an idiot?
C: Cows died out years ago and the only chickens left are museum pieces!
A: Where have you been this few hundred years?
B: Oh shit! Then what the heck did I just eat?
A: Nothing to be alarmed about, it's just ratz.
B: * Bleargh * (PUKES)
C: What an idiot. He actually believed that cows and chickens had died out.

Part 2

A: What are you doing?
B: *didn't hear*
A: Hello~~ Earth to B Earth to B? What are you doing??
B: *still cleaning the porcelain piece - can't hear*
C: (Takes out a howler) WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THAT THING?!!!
B: (Takes his earphones out) You were saying?
A: Forget it...

Part 3

A: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
B: What the heck is up with you?!
C: He's gone all nuts about this hot girl he had his eyes on since 2 months ago.
A: She is so so so cute when she smiles.
B: I get what you mean..
C: OI!! Stop talking to yourself!!
A: Shut it will you? I'm trying to concentrate!
C: Concentrate on what? Dreaming or the class?
A: Both!
B: Both my foot!!! Your not taking notes nor are you sleeping!
A: Since when do you need to be asleep to dream? Or take notes to b concentrating in class?
B & C: Oh to heck with you! Let's leave him to his day dreaming and get back to sleep.
A: Damn she is soooo kawaii!!!
B & C: (Stuffs A into a gunny sack and leaves him outside class) Messed up fella.
A: (Somehow has a mic in hand which is connected to the lecture room) YOU ARE SO SO CUTE!!!
B & C: Someone, kill him already!!!
*BANG BANG BANG*
D: Done.
B & C: Thanks..
A: You~~ Are~~ So~~ lovely, cute, shy and kawaii!!!~~~
B, C & D: Forget it..damn crazy guy..die oledi still wan cont..
From that day onwards that same phrase would be heard at that lecture hall.

THIS IS ALL FICTION & ALL INTERPRETATION IS UP TO YOUR OWN IMAGINATION. THIS POST WAS CREATED WITH AMBIGUITY & HAS NO CONNECTION WITH ANYONE!!! VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

Random update taken frm email

2009-07-26T04:15:00.002+08:00

A couple went to a sex therapists office at ABC Hospital. The doctor asked, "What can I do for you?"

The man said, "Will you watch us having sex, for your expert analysis?"

The doctor looked puzzled, but agreed. When the couple finished, the doctor said, "There's nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse" and charged them RM60.00.

This happened several weeks in a row. The couple would make an Appointment, have intercourse with no problems, pay the doctor and then leave.

Finally the doctor asked, "Just exactly what are you trying to find out?"

The man said, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's married and we can't go to her house - I'm married and we can't go to my house. Shangri-la Putrajaya charges RM250.00, Mandarin Oriental charges RM280.00, Le Meridian charges M230.00. We do it here for RM60.00 and I get that back from "Medical Claim".......!

Random isn't this...
It's from Stippie..
An email he sent to me..
At least I update~~

sobz

2009-07-15T21:12:00.001+08:00

sick jor...

dengue like symtoms..

sad...

critical period somemore..

Try this for some fun^^

2009-07-04T19:22:00.001+08:00

Need to be able to sing these 2 songs by wednesday opening ceremony

2009-06-22T13:59:00.003+08:00

I Lay my Love On You - Westlife

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel calling me,
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through (oh yeah)
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could feel so good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

Ai Hen Jian Dan - David Tao

忘了是怎麼開始
也許就是對你有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己
已深深愛上你, 真的很簡單

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
是是非非無法決擇
沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨
那個瘋狂的人是我...喔~

[--- Chorus ---]

I love you
無法不愛你baby
說你也愛我

I love you
永遠不願意baby
失去你

[---------------------------------------]

Verse 2:

不可能更快樂, 只要能在一起
做什麼都可以
雖然世界變個不停
用最真誠的心, 讓愛變的簡單

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
是是非非無法決擇
沒有後悔為愛日也去跟隨
那個瘋狂的人是我...喔~

[--- Chorus ---]

I love you,
一直在這裡陪
一直在愛你

I love you, oh yes I do
永遠都不放棄,
這愛你的權利

[---------------------------------------]

Verse 3:
如果你還有一些困惑 Oh no~
請貼, 我的心傾聽
聽我說著愛你,
Yes I do

[--- Chorus ---]

I love you, Oh yes I do
一直在這裡陪,
一直在愛你

I love you
永遠都不放棄,
這愛你的權利

*Guys nid sing the words in yellow only for the mandarin song

How to remember all the parts I'm supposed to sing leh?

Reasons for slow updates

2009-06-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

1. Many assignments
2. Have to deal with stubborn group member
3. Sick d
4. Lots of Homework
5. Have research to do

These are few of the reasons why. Uni life can kill~ even with good time management, i still cant fit everything in. On top of that I'm still sick. Which makes life even harder. Keep needing rest after a few hours. Very tiring.

Thats abt it for now...later need write the stupid journal for mr maha...waste time, doest help improve writing skills. Most effective way is to read more then write stuff that can be marked by a lecturer. Then only will know your level. No point write journal, nobody to check = waste of time. Wont improve, dont know wad he is thinking...

HOw I feel NOw

2009-06-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

Irritated
Irritated Irritated
Irritated Irritated Irritated
Irritated Irritated Irritated Irritated
Irritated Irritated Irritated Irritated Irritated
Frustrated Frustrated Frustrated Frustrated Frustrated
Frustrated Frustrated Frustrated Frustrated
Frustrated Frustrated Frustrated
Frustrated Frustrated
Frustrated
Tensed
Tensed Tensed
Tensed Tensed Tensed
Tensed Tensed Tensed Tensed
Tensed Tensed Tensed Tensed Tensed
Stressed Stressed Stressed Stressed Stressed
Stressed Stressed Stressed Stressed
Stressed Stressed Stressed
Stressed Stressed
Stressed
Tired
Tired Tired
Tired Tired Tired
Tired Tired Tired Tired
Tired Tired Tired Tired Tired
Burnout'ed Burnout'ed Burnout'ed Burnout'ed Burnout'ed
Burnout'ed Burnout'ed Burnout'ed Burnout'ed
Burnout'ed Burnout'ed Burnout'ed
Burnout'ed Burnout'ed
Burnout'ed
Sizzling
Sizzling Sizzling
Sizzling Sizzling Sizzling
Sizzling Sizzling Sizzling Sizzling
Sizzling Sizzling Sizzling Sizzling Sizzling
Melting Melting Melting Melting Melting
Melting Melting Melting Melting
Melting Melting Melting
Melting Melting
Melting

U get my point I guess....

Puppy/ Puppies

2009-06-13T15:38:00.007+08:00

Seems that I've spaced out for the past few days since my last posting~~

Been of sync for awhile..

The things I wanted seem to be slipping ever further aways from me..

Oh well...

One cant have everything in life I suppose...

On the brighter side...

I suddenly felt like posting abt puppies...

I miss my pet dog, Jordan..

He was 8 yrs old when he died end of last year, stroke or heart attack it seems......I was having my exams then...naturally I was devastated...lost of a companion of 8 yrs...I like cute fluffy things...toy doggies or bears....little doggies, medium/large dogs, kittens and cats....things which I can cuddle, let my feeling out to....puppies and dogs and cats make good listeners( I believe anyway) they listen quietely, ocasionally barking or purring as though trying to console my soul...peacefull after sharing my thoughs with them~ ahh...the joys of having a friend(pet)~~ I've got some pics of other puppies~~ hope you all would like them~ Have a Nice Day~~

I like huskys alot~ havent actually seem one for real though....M'sia climate this HOT they might die~ hope to have one someday though~ make good and loyal friends I heard~

HAVE A NICE DAY/WEEKEND

Year 1 Semester 2 Week 1 Day 2 and Day 3 - Summary

2009-06-02T13:44:00.006+08:00

Wanted to go Tesco this morning..didn't go in the end...not feeling well.. Stuck in bed...cant really sleep well.. kept waking up on the hour every hour and take 5-10mins to get back to sleep...still feeling unwell..will go out later to eat..den have class at 4.30pm(grammar II) then 6pm(history of EL) till 8pm.

[Time that flew by : 26h 44mins]

Well its been a long day...way over due post...had to do research for JR class work so had to do it well...Slept at 2am...

3rd June 2009
Packed classes to the max..luckily most end early if not i may have died in the process of classes... Enjoyed JR tutorial the most....Landed with a sub-assignment on personalities(my topic is Queen Elizabeth the first, teaming up with Jen May for this task..

Had breakfast with ah yan this morning, bright up the day a bit...only lasted abt 45mins~ better than none...ran into jia ling, pui chee and yee wei, as I was leaving. They were going for jogging.

Had dinner at Station R...the movie shown there reminded me of my post a few days ago titled "Y so EMO?" sad...wanted to leave a.s.a.p. ...

Better get craking at my homework...if not duno what time only can finish..

Ps: to update that post ** I'm now attached to the other one...because the org one i was attached to no longer has time for me~ not even by sms or msn~~

Year 1 Semester 2 Week 1 Day 1 - Summary

2009-06-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

Had Journalism I to kick start Day 1 of my second semester, something like the exercises done when in foundation, mass comm class. Just a bit more detailed...A LOT MORE detailed... the class was from 8am till 10am...

I was really tired during the 2nd half of the lecture. Because I slept at 3am and had to wake up at 6am. Well because of some crazy people who began playing basketball at 6am, I only slept for a max of 1hour and a half..idiots..

Details of my 1st lecture of the semester:
1. Lecturer = Ms Joethi
2. She likes Cheese Sandwiches(dont know can use as bribe for more marks or not) :P
3. She is from Ipoh
4. The intro showed the basics of Journalism...which have been briefly covered by Ms Mary Gertrude in my foundation year. ( I still remember parts of it)
5. She appears to be a joyful person who likes to joke and have fun. (hope i will enjoy the subject)

After the 1st lecture which ended way overtime, had and extremely early lunch..emm..branch more like it...(10.15am) den went home to attempt to sleep. Didn't manage. Too hot and humid. Had another bath before leaving for Mass Comm tutorial at 3.30pm.

Details of my 1st tutorial of the semester:
1. Lecturer = Mr Soh Or Kan...Mr Soh not Mr Kan - Age 30
2. Very punctual.
3. Stated rules and stuff..
4. I became the class rep for that tutorial...1st task was to find a non-existant book from his office which is next to Ms Jane's. Turn's out he forgot to bring the book....
5. He had this weird accent...
6. Mass Comm if similar to JR...
7. Gave us homework and our 1st assignment(will get to work on it soon)...
8. Need to go to his office to pick up somethings for the following week, on thursday.

That is about it on my 1st day i Guess... Will have constant updates for this week~~ Intro to the other subjects and the lecturers~~~

Y so EMO??

2009-05-30T15:19:00.003+08:00

In past few days, I've become so attached to the 2 closest people I know can never be mine.....

Its a bit saddening...

The time spent was extreamly short...

yet I some how became very dependant and attached to them...

1 had already found a boyfriend..I was late by almost a month...

1 had a unofficial boyfriend...only in times of privacy would they appear to be a couple...in public...some said i was her bf more than he was..stupid arent I...

Its my own fault for becoming attached to them...

Its been soo long since I was able to hold a girl so close in my arms~~

But after these next few days...

all that would just have been a past and a dream...

Its not possible...

but I definately am attached to one of them...

sad...

it all ends tomorow...

or should I say...

It already has ended today...

no more edi~~

oh well...

moody now...

reality hit me so hard i have a headache now...

head spinning...

enjoy the dream~~

it will last forever in my mind...

really really moody right now....

Lost

2009-05-25T20:34:00.001+08:00

Lost it..

lost everything...

as lonely as before..

as empty too...

sadness envelopes the soul...

crying out is not an option...

in this eternal darkness...

Miss Kampar

2009-05-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

Soo bored...

high school friends are busy....

they are having exams...

so none are free to hang out with me...

miss kampar lots...

didnt really feel like coming back to KL...

oh well...

latest by the 29th i'll be back thr anyway...

but if they are certain "events" which require me to return..

I'll take the next train back there...

in the mean time...

nth is up....

so no updates either...

thats all for now~~

XD

rahter short but what to do...

nth happening...

so nothing to write about..

oh alright...

something is going on..

but i cant put it in writing yet can i...

no i guess not

the time is not right...

not yet anyways...

will let my valuable readers noe when the time arrives~~

so do wait~~

and sorry for the shortness and the suspension i may have given u~~

do come back every now and then~~

i do update..

only its the content which is a bother~~

3rd story on the way..title: Choices...

that all...

really...

goodbye...

and...

goodnight...

男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状

2009-05-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

一、没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。

二、我忍着让别人笑话的耻辱给你洗衣服。

三、一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。

四、同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头。

五、你这么难看，我还说你漂亮。我这么帅，你还说我难看。

六、出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜（你省下钱当然可以自己吃鱼翅了）。

七、认识你之前我没交过女朋友。认识我之前你交了两个男朋友。

八、你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。

九、你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。

十、你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。

十一、有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。

十二、我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。

十三、我把你的耳机用坏了，我买新的赔你。你把我的自行车丢了，连句对不起也没说。

十四、你生病一次，我要瘦两斤。我生病一次，你反而胖两斤（你来寝室陪我，吃光了我所有的零食。）

十五、我没嫌你矮，你却嫌我高。

十六、你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。

十七、那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。

十八、我家的狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

十九、我给你洗了N次的袜子，从未给你丢过一只。你只在我生病的时候给我洗了两双袜子，就各丢一只。

二十、我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

Final 24hrs at Kampar

2009-05-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

Final 24hrs at Kampar....

the count began at 7pm just now...

Last day wish to eat at Lucky Station ...

GRANTED!! With bonuses too!!!

Got her name, Ah Yan~~

Whats more is dat she is begining her Foundation studies at UTAR...

I offered to gv her all my notes~~ she oso art stream~~

Besides that, also got the owners name, Melvin....

He's a great guy to talk with...

He also agree to the way i study~~

I have the same style as he did...

he graduated frm Taylors..

He is almost as open-minded as I am too!!!

Which is great...

At least I know that Im not alone in KAMPAR anymore...

someone else shares the same traits as I....

Also i got **'s hp number and email add..

Thx to the "Tarzan effect(Nelson came up with this term)" took me 3 weeks at least to get it...

thinking back....

it took me longer just to get Ah Yan's name...swt lor...=.='''

oh well anyways enjoyed the trip to Ipoh with Stippie, Nelson, Jia Ling, Pui Chee, Grace and Yee Wei,

Went to sing K and watched X-Men Origins: Wolverine..

i actually sang a lot this time...

solo'ed 1 song ---- sang a few with jia ling and pui chee ---- a bit here and there too~~

Extreamly enjoyable day hope it would have lasted longer though~

Oh well...good thing dun last forever(physically)

but the memory eternally kept in mind~~~ <3

Mum coming to pick me up tomorow...

Havent begun packing..will do soon...

Finally finish cleaning room~~

1st time in 5 months my room so clean and neat and tidy^^

Remodeled the room again though..

Clear a bit more then can slp jor~~

Been a long day~~

^^

Ahhh well...

Looks like this sem ended with a happy note~~

Aim Average,
Score Above Average.
Aim High,
Fall Harder!!!

Exams over, holidays started

2009-05-15T16:29:00.001+08:00

Exams over jor, holidays here~~~

More updates soon~~

Do come often~~ ^^

Feel like I'm being used...

2009-05-07T22:37:00.002+08:00

"I HATE YOU! IF you cant even get the guy you love to like you, you're useless!! By using me so that you can make him JEALOUS! What a joke, you made use of my sincere love towards you so you could make him jealous! W*** T** F***!! Do you think you can make him jealous while your with me? How stupid can you get? He doesnt even give a S*** about you! Whats more, he's my best friend!! You get close with me just to get him! You're a F****** B****!! I dont ever want to see your face again! GET LOST!!"

This was what my best friend shouted to his GF at our gathering last year. Some how it came back to me just now. We(the other friends) were rather shocked. We thought they were still ok, you know those lovey-dovey unseperatable couples. Even their parent didn't object to them being together. There we were thinking that he'd be the 1st of our friends to get married.... To think that his GF actually loved his best friend and used him to get to her target. Acting all happy at lovey-dovey... all fake..all just to get to someone else.... He explained to us what was going on, and at the end of his explanation, 90% at the gathering agreed to his actions. What she did is a disgrace to all women around the world... That despicable B****!

I was used once too. So I do know how he feels... Even now.. I feel like I'm just being used again... I see the sign and stuff, but in the begining I thought I was giving my new best friend a hand, he was ok with that. Till another one stepped in, he rejected her, yet i think he did it without thinking... Now he wants to make up for it, she on the other hand, now playing hard to get... and I stuck in between, used by one side to manipulate an effect for the other side...

Stupid isnt it...I still am wondering how I got myself into this situation... What started out as a joke to give the shy him a chance... Now has become high tention/pressure situation.... Its like a triangle whos sides do not meet... 2 girls and 1 guy... oh yeah another guy in the center of it all being used like a leaverage....

I'd want to avoid a sceen like that of my gathering last year... So I've begun to distance myself from this foray... Instead attemping to tag onto another more safer route...or so the route appears to be... But one of the triangle is sortta trying to make it less obvious... If things continue like this, there will be a 2nd triangle appearing... Oh S***... this is not good at all....haiz...

Back to the present(This very moment) my heartbeat has been irregular for the past 2 days.. makes cycling and playing a oain in the chest.. Low stamina and breath... I find that after trying to exert more energy while cycling, my heartbeat and breathing goes way off... very irregular... more like I'm grasping for air... The pain in the chest isnt any good either... Makes my breath eeven shorter... Duno whats wrong.... its been like this since yesterday afternoon... Body sot sot edi...

ARGH!! Things are going way off plan...or you could say that the road has just become a roller coaster.. with unguided and unknown paths ahead... for all I know their may be an upside down loop or a sudden turn in event... Best stay quite and see how things go.....

P.S: sorry about the crude language but I'm just telling it as how it is...I did sensor out the words so it isnt that bad... but once again.. Sorry about the crude language..

A creed to live by

2009-05-07T12:59:00.002+08:00

A Creed to Live By

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others.
It is because we are different -
that each of us is special.

Don't set our goals by what other people deem important.
only you know what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.
cling to them as you would your life;
for without them life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers
by living in the past or for the future;
By living your life one day at a time,
you will live all the days of your life.

Don't give up when you still have something to give.
Nothing is really over -
until the moment you stop trying.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect,
It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other.

Don't be afraid to encounter risks,
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

Don't dismiss your dreams -
to be without dreams is to be without hope,
to be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run life so fast -
that you forget not only where you've been,
but also where you are going.

Don't shut love out of your life
by saying it's impossible to find;
the quickest way to receive love is to give love -
the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly -
and the best way to keep love is to give it wings

Credits:
-Author Unknown-
Retrieved from email sent to me by Wen Xin(my classmate)
website she took from: http://www.thylacineslair.com/MindRetreat/Creed.htm

2 nEw StOrIeS

2009-05-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

I've writen 1 story and am in the midst of writing a second one....

Title of the 1st short story is : Sunset Flower

Title of the 2nd short story is : The Fountain of Tears

If you want a copy, leave your email address by comment and I'll send it to you.

They are both nice stories...

Though the 2nd one isnt finished yet...

Both stories are too long to be put as a blog post...

The 1st story is equal to four pages in microsoft word...

The 2nd one maybe about that number of pages too, give or take a page or two....

Thats the update for this week~~

Look forward to more after the 11th of MAY (Last day of my exams)

Till then~~

DO come often...

I'll update when ever I can~~

Have a nice day....

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE HAVING EXAMS!!!

SESAT!!!!

2009-04-30T18:09:00.002+08:00

Just finished CRT...i think can get a B lar~~

The past few days have been becoming more and more complicated...

he rejected her....she still likes him...she using me to make him jealous or something...

den my b'day coming...

i think my junior likes me...

den she get angry...

den i sesat again...

den hor now no mood go basketball d...

last nite found out that perasan person say bad things behind my back....

den just now lagi bad news...

maybe dinner i sendiri go somewhere with a friend who is not related to any of this....

nid to clear my mind....

haiz~~ sesat'ed week...

and its only thursday...

Difference between Wife & Girlfriend - taken frm Agnes's blog~~

2009-04-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

Difference between Wife & Girlfriend

Some people say: Wife is a HARIMAU ...............

Girlfriend is HARI HARI MAU

And some say: Wife is like TV , Girlfriend is like Handphone (HP)

At home watch TV , Go out bring HP .

No money, sell TV .

Got money change HP .

Sometimes enjoy TV but most of the time play with HP .

TV free for life but HP, if you don't pay, the services will be terminated .

TV is big , bulky and most of the time old but HP is cute, slim, curvy and very portable at any time.

Operational cost for TV is often acceptable but for HP is high and often demanding .

Most Important, TV got remote but HP don't have .

Last but not least.......

TV do not have virus but HP have VIRUS ......

Once get it, HABIS LAH.

So better choose TV lah

Study week

2009-04-20T10:39:00.002+08:00

No updates for this week...

partner blogger cant get into blog...

stupid streamyx wor...

so nid get back kampar only can type the post...

nth new here...

xecpt dat i lost half a tooth and just got it filled...

hurt like mad wei...

cant use right side to chew today...

T_T

TO THE MOTHERFUCKERS WHO TAINT MY CHAT BOX

2009-04-15T01:02:00.003+08:00

CAN U HANTU's PLZ LEAVE MY BLOG!!!

Perfectionist / Perfectionism

2009-04-14T21:15:00.003+08:00

"Perfectionism is a Pain in the Butt" said Arlene Harder, MA, MFT.

Equation 1 :

Perfectionism = Pain in the butt

People who strive to be perfect and nth else = Perfectionist = perfectionism

So,

Perfectionist are a pain in the butt.

So what is the meaning of Perfectionist or Perfectionism?

According to http://www.wordreference.com/definition/perfectionist

Perfectionist :

1. a person is displeased by anything that does not meet very high standards

According to http://www.yourdictionary.com/perfectionism

Perfectionism :

any doctrine that holds that moral, religious, or social perfection can and should be attained in this life
extreme or obsessive striving for perfection, as in one's work

Here are the main 10 traits of a PERFECTIONIST:

All-Or-Nothing Thinking:

Perfectionists, like high achievers, tend to set high goals and work hard toward them. However, a high achiever can be satisfied with doing a great job and achieving excellence (or something close), even if their very high goals aren’t completely met. Perfectionists will accept nothing less than, well, perfection. ‘Almost perfect’ is seen as failure.

Critical Eye:

Perfectionists are far more critical of themselves and of others than are high achievers. While high achievers take pride in their accomplishments and tend to be supportive of others, perfectionists tend to spot tiny mistakes and imperfections in their work and in themselves, as well as in others and their work. They hone in on these imperfections and have trouble seeing anything else, and they’re more judgmental and hard on themselves and on others when ‘failure’ does occur.

“Push” vs “Pull”:

High achievers tend to be pulled toward their goals by a desire to achieve them, and are happy with any steps made in the right direction. Perfectionists, on the other hand, tend to be pushed toward their goals by a fear of not reaching them, and see anything less than a perfectly met goal as a failure.

Unrealistic Standards:

Unfortunately, a perfectionist’s goals aren’t always even reasonable. While high achievers can set their goals high, perhaps enjoying the fun of going a little further once goals are reached, perfectionists often set their initial goals out of reach. Because of this, high achievers tend to be not only happier, but more successful than perfectionists in the pursuit of their goals.

Focus on Results:

High achievers can enjoy the process of chasing a goal as much or more than the actual reaching of the goal itself. Conversely, perfectionists see the goal and nothing else. They’re so concerned about meeting the goal and avoiding the dreaded failure that they can’t enjoy the process of growing and striving.

Depressed by Unmet Goals:

Perfectionists are much less happy and easygoing than high achievers. While high achievers are able to bounce back fairly easily from disappointment, perfectionists tend to beat themselves up much more and wallow in negative feelings when their high expectations go unmet.

Fear of Failure:

Perfectionists are also much more afraid to fail than are high achievers. Because they place so much stock in results and become so disappointed by anything less than perfection, failure becomes a very scary prospect. And, since anything less than perfection is seen as ‘failure’, this can lead to…

Procrastination:

It seems paradoxical that perfectionists would be prone to procrastination, as that trait can be detrimental to productivity, but perfectionism and procrastination do tend to go hand in hand. This is because, fearing failure as they do, perfectionists will sometimes worry so much about doing something imperfectly that they become immobilized and fail to do anything at all! This leads to more feelings of failure, and a vicious cycle is thus perpetuated.

Defensiveness:

Because a less-than-perfect performance is so painful and scary to perfectionists, they tend to take constructive criticism defensively, while high achievers can see criticism as valuable information to help their future performance.

Low Self Esteem:

High achievers tend to have equally high esteem; not so with perfectionists. They tend to be very self-critical and unhappy, and suffer from low self-esteem. They can also be lonely or isolated, as their critical nature and rigidity can push others away as well. This can lead to lower self-esteem.

CLICK HERE FOR A LINK TO TAKE A TEST TO SEE IF YOU ARE A PERFECTIONIST OR NOT

CLICK HERE FOR ANOTHER LINK TO TAKE A TEST TO SEE IF YOU ARE A PERFECTIONIST OR NOT

STILL NOT CONVINCED ON WHETHER YOUR A PERFECTIONIST OR NOT?
CLICK HERE FOR YET ANOTHER TEST!

Be honest with yourself and take the test. Don't lie about the answers. GOD knows whether u cheated or not!

I took the test.

The results? I'm not even close to being one.

Why do I bother creating this post? Because I hate perfectionist, they take away most things in life.

This post has a sole purpose, and that is to let you know if your a perfectionist or not.

Unknowingly you may be, and don't know why others hate you, maybe its cause you don't know that your a perfectionist. After reading some articles online, it seems that being a perfectionist is a psychological disease/sickness. The best way to cure it is by the person's on will to change & stop being a perfectionist.

You'd be surprised to how many people search the net for a cure to perfectionism. It's a good thing in moderate or little quantities, but a toxin when you go overboard with it!!

CREDITS :

To the particular websites, and authors. I claim no credits for the factual stuff, besides just compiling them into this post.

A lone figure at the court

2009-04-14T16:39:00.004+08:00

In the sweltering heat of the 4 o'clock sun, a lone figure came from under the shade, walking slowly towards the court. In the distance, those hiding below the roof of the bus stop were thinking: "This fella must be crazy! It so damn hot and he's going out to play?! He must be brain damaged." Well it was a hot day, from a room looking out towards the courts, the thought of playing basketball was way to tempting. Especially after being unable to play after an accident almost a month ago. Watching people play back then was really hard to control.

Now after being healed, the temptation was to great and he had to go and play. Even though there wasn't anyone else at the courts, he walked alone to practice his shooting skills. It was rather painful in the beginning, the hot sun blaring mercilessly upon his skin, pain shot through his nerves as he stood there shooting the ball. It was incredible that anyone could continue standing in that heat, but he kept at it.

In his mind he kept telling himself: "I wont leave till it starts raining, and if it does, I'll wait for it to stop then go out to continue playing." "This is good for my health, I played on Sunday and I felt great afterwards, I sure I'll feel much better than staying in that stuffy room in front of the laptop!" With that in mind, he continued playing even though people thought that he was crazy.

In the beginning, his shooting was way off target, but not dejected, he continued on practicing, knowing that "more practice makes perfect". After about 25 minutes, he began to feel his stamina leave him. He strove to continue on, reminding himself that he was not a quitter and would only leave if the rain came pouring down upon him. Even though his stamina was leaving him, his aim became better and better. He did some lay-ups and shot some more. He was happy that his aim was getting better and hoped that it would not rain so soon as he had just got back his shooting form.

This carried on for 5 more minutes, and as though the heavens wanted him to take a rest, they summoned the rain to fall, he then held his basketball in his right hand then slowly left the court. Warning droplets of rain, indicating a huge downpour was to come, splashed here and there, dropping on the parts of his skin which were still stinging from the rays of the sun.

The fresh breath of country side air, makes breathing easier, thus enabling any person to breath easily, keeping their body oxygenated. Storms from the hills, carried downwards to the valley in which he resided, once it began, it would be hours before the rain let up. Remembering this, he sat down quietly in front of his laptop in his stuffy little room and began writing.

Thinking of the short exercise which he just had, hoping it would have lasted longer. But the rains wont permit him to continue. He thought to himself: "If I went and took my bath, I'm sure the rain would stop! It's always like that." But it was better than nothing, at least he had played for half an hour.

After the practice, he was supposed to do some jogging around the court while dribbling the basketball. He had planned to do so, because he wanted to practice controlling the ball. He knew that even before his injury, he was a poor dribbler. He shot well when he was in form but on average, 4/10 shots in was the best he could muster. Though during practice just now, he managed to get 7/10, "Well at least I've got form today, but these isn't anyone out here to play with me. Practicing alone doesn't really reflect to how good I am...", he thought.

It's tough sometimes, when you think your in form but when it come to the real game, you find that you just can't get the shots in. Well its down to 3 things that matter in a game. First is experience, second is how much practice you've put in, third is luck(whether you have form or not on that day).

Basketball is a high contact sport and is a rather dangerous game if you don't know how to play. You may be injured after being slammed into by other players. Some of those who do play basketball, may have endured broken limbs, twisted joints and other minor or major injuries. Or maybe even broken your glasses. He has an average of a pair of glasses broken when playing basketball per year. So he knows about this very well.

If you know the game and do like sports, it's a very good game, but if your neither, then congratulations, you can continue to stay in your room. Playing games on the laptop wont cause you any physical injury besides the fact occasional sore wrists after a long while. Anyways, being outside and active is very good for the health. Seriously, after playing, he felt so great. He was tired, but he knew afterwards that he would feel much healthier and more energetic. Exercising is good, you don't always need someone to accompany you while playing. you can do it yourself. Though it's not as fun, on the bright side, you get some exercise, no?

"Darn... I hope the rain stops soon... I don't want to go and take a bath only to come out and see that the rain has stopped, now that would really suck!!" said he. Looking out towards the sky, the grey clouds slowly moving away, a patch of pale blue sky a little way out. Birds are in the air, but country side weather is crazy, the sun can be way up there yet there is a thunder storm, you cant see the clouds, but it's raining like a storm, with the sound of thunder shaking the foundations of his home.

Looking out, it seems that the rain has let up. But listening to the pitter patter pitter patter of the rain on the roof, looks can be deceiving. Better not risk it. "Well I guess this isn't my lucky day is it." Time for a bath. Already cooled down... maybe next time.

Author's note:
Well it's a bit short, but this is all i can write about for now. Hope you like it. =) Crap...looks like the rain has stopped....Jeeezz!!!

Taurus Man - Email frm Nelson's Cousin Sis

2009-04-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Besides the 1st sentence, I'm none of the rest....sad...maybe the last sentence is true...in certain situations....

When he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

Besides the last part, the rest is crap.....I'm rather loyal....

Is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

This is sorta true...rather patient with people...not much with myself...I'm too imperfect...

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

I HATE LIVING BY MYSELF!!!!

He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery.

Yeah... When I'm reading...

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once he can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

Erm...maybe gua...dunno er~~~

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.

Sort of in a sense...

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

I don't like being alone....like living outside my room...with friends....I dun like always stay at home leh....play games oso will sien de lar...

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

Rather true...afterall....isnt the mind a stronger weapon?

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

Very true....though some might say otherwise....

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

This is my best kept secret hahhaha.... I am a lonely soul.... but do i appear so? I dont think so.... Do you?

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for him is 'No Freedom', so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you.

Some how all the descriptions of the TAURUS MAN end with this line...like its a standard... Though I do agree that "NO FREEDOM = HELL" but at the same time, i cant live alone.... Dilema gila ni.... Sesat~~~~

A very touching and meaningful piece

2009-04-11T11:52:00.001+08:00

A Story to live by

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'

有一位瞎女很討厭自己因為眼睛瞎了。她也討厭每個人，唯一不討厭的是她的男朋友，因為他都常守在她身旁。於是她對她的男朋友說：「如果能讓我看到這個世界，我愿意嫁給你！」

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.
有一天，有人捐了一對眼精給她。當紗布解開時，她能夠看到一切，包括她的男朋友。

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.
男朋友問她：「現在你可以看到這世界，你愿意嫁給我嗎？」那女孩看了男朋友是個瞎子，他那對蓋上眼皮的眼睛嚇到了她，這是她無法想像。她想：要我嫁給他而一生對他這個樣子，我無法接受。

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

於是，她的男朋友很傷心的離開她，幾天後寫了字條給她：「親愛的，請你好好照顧你的眼睛，因為它不是屬於你的之前，它是屬於我的。」

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

這也是人的腦會如何做當情況有所變動。只有少許人會記得他或她之前的生活及誰會在身旁當他或她處在困境的時候

Life Is a
Gift

生命是一份禮物

Today
before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

今天，當你要講一句不善之言－－請想想那些無法講話的人

Before
you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

當你要埋怨食物的味道時－－請想想那些沒有食物吃的人

Before
you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時－－請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人

Today
before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.

今天，當你要埋怨生活時－－請想想那些太早離開人世間的人

Before
you complain about your children - Think of someone who
desires children but they're barren.
當你要埋怨小孩時－－請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人

Before
you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or
sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時－－請想想那些住在街邊的人
Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

當你在哀訴駕駛的路程－－請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人

And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.
當你很疲備而埋怨工作時－－請想想那些無工作，殘疾的，及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人

But
before you think of pointing the finger or condemning
another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

當你想要指著人或互相譴責時－－請記得沒有一個人是無罪

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still
around.
當壓抑的念頭讓你無法振作時－－請你笑一笑想想：你還活著存在世間！
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I PRAY
THIS MOVES AROUND

THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE...

我祈禱這訊息能夠繼續傳至全人類...............

Credits:

Taken from an e-mail sent to me
by Wen Xin(ELY1S1 - My classmate)

I got this song stuck in my head

2009-04-10T02:15:00.003+08:00

Somehow this song just got stuck in my head...

darn...

2moro go play basketball...

get it outta muh head!!

CRAP!!

Here's another...its an old song but...

The person 5 doors away

2009-04-09T02:22:00.005+08:00

Another day has passed...

When was the last time we had a meal together...

be it a drink or just some chatting....

thrice you have changed plans last minute...

thrice I felt rejected...

i seek a simple meal....

my msn title says it all....

I seek a meal which may last forever in my memory...

I seek a meal that will last all eternity in our hearts...

I took a piece of my heart to give to you...

but it never arrived..

or maybe..

you just did not want to accept it...

Or maybe...

I took mine to give you a bit too soon...

You fit the discription...

of the type of partner i want...

When the next full moon comes...

I wish we could share sometime for dinner...

if dinner aint possible...

then just a drink under the stars will do just fine...

I've known you for a year and a few months...

We both have many friends who we care for..

and they care for us too...

but somehow...

I feel..

that we are alike...

on the outside appearing content with everything...

but deep inside as lonely as ever...

I want to be the one...

the one to take away that feeling of loneliness inside you...

If only u'd let me...

Time is on our side...

no need to hurry...

on your decision...

just keep in mind...

that there is a person...

who cares more about you than others...

maybe not as much as your parents...

but nevertheless..

still cares greatly about you.

Lets have dinner sometime ok?

Lemons & Sugar - copied from Agnes's Blog

2009-04-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

LEMONS and SUGAR

This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day.

You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to some one.

7. You are special and unique.

8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.

11. Always remember the compliments you received.

Forget about the rude remarks.

So.........

If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you.

If you get it back, then they really do love you.

And always remember.....

When life hands you Lemons, ask for Sugar and call me over!

Good friends are like stars..

You don't always see them,

But you know they are always there.

'Whenever some one Closes One Door,

Some one else Always Opens Another,

Even Though

Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway'

I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truckload when I'm gone.

Forward to all your friends.

And don't tell me you're too busy for this..

Don't you know the phrase 'stop and smell the flowers'?

See how many 'bouquets' you end up with.

Happiness keeps You Sweet ,

Trials keep You Strong,

Sorrows keep You Human,

Life keeps You Humble,

Success keeps You Glowing,

But Only Love keeps You Going

A joke from My Crazy brother

2009-04-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

Once day during the japanese occupation in malaya, a jap officer called for a person each of the 3 main races in malaya. A Chinese, an Indian and a Malay.

Jap Officer: Eh, kalau lu boleh masuk 10biji apa benda masuk lubang b'lakang lu, tanpa ketawa atau apa-apa, lu tak perlu mati!!

The 3 men then left in search for the objects...

The malay man returned first with 10 rambutans. He shoved and shoved and shoved 9 into he ass. As he was trying to put the 10th one in, he could not stop laughing because the fruit was ticklish. He was shot in the head.

The 2nd man to return was the Indian man. He had brought 10 little pebbles. he pushed them in one by one till the 9th, then broke into laughter. He to was shot.

When he reached heave, the malay man asked him why he laughed.

Malay man: M'apa ketawa lar. Lu tak perlu mati-kan? satu biji lagi ma!

Indian man: I couldn't stop laughing lar adik, after i saw what the chinese man brought.

Malay man: ??!! Apa dia bawa mari?

Indian man: He brought 10 DURIANS!!! *HAHAHAHAHAHA*

Malay man: !!!! *HAHAHA*

Well back in the day, chinese men havent learnt BM well yet, so the man did not understand what the jap officer wanted.

Hope u had a laugh. I sure did.

^(00)^ *hahahhahahah*

This only haapens in country's which use B.M.

2009-04-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.

Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?

Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!

Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.

Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!

Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?

Murid : Faham, cikgu!

Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.

Murid : (senyap)

Cikgu : Pandai!

Murid : Bodoh!

Cikgu : Tinggi!

Murid : Rendah!

Cikgu : Jauh!

Murid : Dekat!

Cikgu : Keadilan!

Murid : UMNO!

Cikgu : Salah!

Murid : Betul!

Cikgu : Bodoh!

Murid : Pandai!

Cikgu : Bukan!

Murid : Ya!

Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!

Murid : Oh Hamba!

Cikgu : Dengar ini!

Murid : Dengar itu!

Cikgu : Diam!

Murid : Bising!

Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!

Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!

Cikgu : Mati aku!

Murid : Hidup kami!

Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!

Murid : Akar lama tak tau!

Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!

Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!

Cikgu : Kamu gila!

Murid : Kami siuman!

Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!

Murid : Kurang! Kurang!

Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!

Murid : Belum! Belum!

Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?

Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!

Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!

Murid : Oh! Mengalah!

Cikgu : Kurang ajar!

Murid : Cukup ajar!

Cikgu : Habis aku!

Murid : Kekal kami!

Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!

Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!

Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!

Murid : Belum, pandai!

Cikgu : Berdiri!

Murid : Duduk!

Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!

Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!

Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!

Murid : Cerdik kami tu!

Cikgu : Rosak!

Murid : Baik!

Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!

Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!

Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

Something Funny, From Poovan

2009-04-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey!!! All Bachelors and the Blessed ones (Married)for u 2 learn and
appreciate ........

The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home
and were giving each other the silent treatment.
Suddenly, the man realized that the next day,
he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be the first to break the silence(and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
"Please wake me at 5:00 AM" He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM
and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and
see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by
the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.

WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,
the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"
"Yep," the wife replied , "in-laws"

WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished
to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television
set in her purse.
"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.
"No," she replied, " but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."

W O R D S
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...
30,000 to a man's 15,000.
The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat
everything to men...
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"

CREATION
A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be
so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.
" The wife responded, "Allow me to explain.
God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!

WHO DOES WHAT
A man and his wife were having an argument about who
should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first,
and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee."
The husband said, " You are in charge of cooking around here and
you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my
coffee."
Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible
that the man should do the coffee."
Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me."
So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament
and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says
.........."HEBREWS"

God may have created man before woman,
but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.

Manga Review

2009-03-29T03:01:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile since i last added anything on...

been rather busy..

with assignments...

and other things...

well for today...

it'll b short..

just a manga review~~

though i havent finish reading it myself...

more like promoting it~~

Title : Marugoto Anjyu Gakuen

Genre : action, comedy, ecchi, gender bender, mature, romance, school life, shounen, supernatural.

Artist/Author : Amatsu Sae

Chapters: 20 - completed

Summary

Kaguya is a boy in an all-girl's school for demons [fox spirit, succubus, werewolf, etc]. Being the only human was bad enough, but the added risk of his manhood being discovered makes for silly and unbelievable (yet deliciously envious) situations.

My comments:

THIS IS 18 SX..

funny

cute

great if you have interest in lolicon/doujinshi

recommended to GUYS!!!

girls can read too...

but GUYS!

you have to read the whole thing if your a straight/normal guy!!

I prefer TAMOE and MIO...

More than NENE and SASA...

Tamoe is rather cute, short, has the characteristics i like for a gf(girls who are single do read >.< )~~

haha...joking~~

Mio is only cute after she transforms~~

like a soft toy mroe when she transforms(read to find out more)~~

Nene is way toooooooo violent, has hour glass shape body...

but to violent lar~~

Sasa's cute...

but lacking something...I'm not sure myself..

but on the whole~~~

I like Tamoe the most...

<3

Thats all for now~~

back to the comic for me~~~

Update - 24th March 2009

2009-03-24T23:45:00.003+08:00

Wont have much updates for the next few days...

busy time...

assignments and stuff...

who says assignments last minute cannot do??

my part of the assignment took me about an hour ++....

not that tough mar..

linguistics : my part done - left Sheena's, Dante's and Kai Fu's...(This Thursday Due)

grammar: 1/3 done...(This Friday Due)

phonology: dead....(Week 13 Due)

literature: early stages....(30th March Due)

can de lar~~~

next Monday, double debate....

next Friday either double debate or quiz...(start study edi...a bit lar..)

so that's abt it...

People Don't Know How To Relax

2009-03-22T22:42:00.004+08:00

Eat eat eat...

sendiri go eat...

few days adi ler...

sendiri find place sendiri go eat...

not all three meals lar....

most meals pun sendiri cari makan...

just now was thinking sendiri go out to the restaurant i went for lunch....

then sheng wang ajak me out makan with his coursemates...

which consisted of 3 girls and 2 guys...

the 2 guys damn smooth and cool leh!!!

we din chat much at first..

filling tummy more important first...

then the 1st topic we chatted about was how come many UTAR students dead boring..

don't know how to relax and enjoy...

This topic i can chat...

banyak experience..

close friend pun like this...

but i can understand geh...

they are the "hardworking-study-1st-before-anything-else" type...

I'm not cuz that type of ppl end up having depression and the such when they dun reach their targets....

My cousin is a perfect example....

the fella is the "hardworking-study-1st-before-anything-else" type.....

den when he din get the results he wanted...

he in depression...

thin like a stick..

wind blow i think he can fly adi...

some more when he get sick....

need super long time to recover...

body under stress....

how to kill virus???

they just don't want to listen...

even study also have to balance out relax time...

time to play...

cannot lar always study, assignment, study, assignment, study, assignment....

sure mati sooner or later...

then regret dun listen...

haiz...

seen so many these type of cases...

susah lar..

if classmates end up like that...

either drop course...

or...

end up need take med for depression...

what's the point study till like that???

I cant survive happily around people like this...

damn lonely...

people these days forget how to relax adi....

when tell them to loosen up and relax...

they say: "Cannot lar!! Assignment due date coming" or "Cannot lar next week exam/quiz!!!"

when body under soo much stress...

rosak lor...

machine/robot oso die lar...

but they keep denying that it will happen....

my cousin denied...

the upper-middle students of my year in high school denied this too...

in the end after results out...

most into depression...

what's the point??

seriously lar...

I cannot tahan so much stress...

i can see with my own eyes the damage of over hardworking and studying...

end up like that...

where got boss wan hire u???

always on sick leave...

hantu oso dun wan lar!!!

So lucky to have found ppl that share my point of view...

Besides that...

we chatted about...

Mat Rempit spoiling the serenity at the lake at night...

The un-secureness of Westlake, got security guard oso no use....

a bit of this and that as well...

i enjoyed that...

a nice long chat...

the shop wan close only we leave...

=P

food tastes better when u have the a good mood...

right atmosphere...

ahh.....

now back in gloomy room...

i prefer going out....

leave room more often...

go makan or jalan jalan with friends...

but sadly dun have...

if have...

wont be typing this post lar....

maybe will lar...

but later...

2moro need be guard/timekeeper(Don't know which..cannot remember) for the debate....

will be cycling...

dun wan take bus adi...

must cycle(despite injury)

oh well...

that's all for now...

hope later got ppl find me go yum cha...

if not...

then i go sleep~~~

PS:

I want buy a M1335 Edifier...

it's a speaker(2x) + woofer..for laptop...

RM 110, buy from Tesco wor...

JD said...

wait lar...

next round got time go Tesco buy...

damn nice wei!!

if turn on loud enough...

far far away oso can hear adi...

I WANT ! I WANT ! I WANT ! I WANT ! I WANT ! I WANT ! I WANT !

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE....‏‏

2009-03-22T02:57:00.002+08:00

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' .. that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

To Guys,

This is to warn you about arguments you can avoid if you remember the terminology. It's a dangerous world out there...

***** Lately I've been having a blank brain...duno wad to write...have the topic in mind...but the word/content just won't form...so bear with the copy, paste posts from emails... *****
****** This piece was taken from an e-mail sent to me from Nelson Kuah a.k.a. Bird God ******

Excellent article on cancer. Pass it on...

2009-03-19T15:13:00.000+08:00

Excellent article on cancer. Pass it on...

AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY AND
ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHNS HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE
IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY .

Cancer Update from Johns Hopkins:

1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few
billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are
unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size.

2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime.

3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumours.

4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental,
food and lifestyle factors.

5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system.

6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cells and also destroys rapidly-growing healthy cells in the bone marrow,
gastro-intestinal tract etc, and can cause organ damage, like liver, kidneys, heart, lungs etc.

7. Radiation while destroying cancer cells also burns, scars and damages healthy cells, tissues and organs.

8. Initial treatment with chemotherapy and radiation will often reduce tumor size. However prolonged use of chemotherapy and radiation do not
result in more tumor destruction.

9. When the body has too much toxic burden from chemotherapy and radiation the immune system is either compromised or destroyed, hence
the person can succumb to various kinds of infections and complications.

10. Chemotherapy and radiation can cause cancer cells to mutate and become resistant and difficult to destroy. Surgery can also cause cancer
cells to spread to other sites.

11. An effective way to battle cancer is to starve the cancer cells by not feeding it with the foods it needs to multiply.

WHAT CANCER CELLS FEED ON:

a. Sugar is a cancer-feeder. By cutting off sugar it cuts off one important food supply to the cancer cells. Sugar substitutes like
NutraSweet, Equal,Spoonful, etc are made with Aspartame and it is harmful. A better natural substitute would be Manuka honey or molasses
but only in very sma ll amounts. Table salt has a chemical added to make it white in colour. Better alternative is Bragg's aminos or sea salt.

b. Milk causes the body to produce mucus, especially in the gastro-intestinal tract. Cancer feeds on mucus. By cutting off milk and
substituting with unsweetened soy milk, cancer cells are being starved.

c. Cancer cells thrive in an acid environment. A meat-based diet is acidic and it is best to eat fish, and a little chicken rather than
beef or pork. Meat also contains livestock antibiotics, growth hormones and parasites, which are all harmful, especially to people with cancer.

d. A diet made of 80% fresh vegetables and juice, whole grains, seeds, nuts and a little fruits help put the body into an alkaline
environment. About 20% can be from cooked food including beans. Fresh vegetable juices provide live enzymes that are easily absorbed and reach
down to cellular levels within 15 minutes to no urish and enhance growth of healthy cells. To obtain live enzymes for building healthy cells try
and drink fresh vegetable juice (most vegetables including bean sprouts) and eat some raw vegetables 2 or 3 times a day. Enzymes are destroyed at
temperatures of 104 degrees F (40 degrees C).

e. Avoid coffee, tea, and chocolate, which have high caffeine. Green tea is a better alternative and has cancer-fighting properties.
Water-best to drink purified water, or filtered, to avoid known toxins and heavy metals in tap water. Distilled water is acidic, avoid it.

12. Meat protein is difficult to digest and requires a lot of digestive enzymes. Undigested meat remaining in the intestines become putrified
and leads to more toxic buildup.

13. Cancer cell walls have a tough protein covering. By refraining from or eating less meat it frees more enzymes to attack the protein walls of
cancer cells and allows the body's killer cells to destroy the cancer cells.

14. Some supplements build up the immune system (IP6, Flor-ssence, Essiac, anti-oxidants, vitamins, minerals, EFAs etc.) to enable the
body's own killer cells to destroy cancer cells. Other supplements like vitamin E are known to cause apoptosis, or programmed cell death, the
body's normal method of disposing of damaged, unwanted, or unneeded cells.

15. Cancer is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit. A proactive and positive spirit will help the cancer warrior be a survivor. Anger,
unforgiveness and bitterness put the body into a stressful and acidic environment. Learn to have a loving and forgiving spirit. Learn to relax
and enjoy life.

16. Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated environment. Exercising daily, and deep breathing help to get more oxygen down to the cellular
level. Oxygen therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer cells.

(PLEASE FORWARD IT TO PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT)

This is an article that should be sent to anyone you consider important in your life.

Miss Foundation Days..

2009-03-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

I severelly miss foundation days...

back then...

even though next day have exam/quiz...

people still relax and enjoy...

can go out makan lar...

can go gai gai lar...

u can hear people say: "Come, lets go midvalley" or "Hey 2nite wan go ....?"

usual replies are : "yup" or "yeah, y not"

seldom will hear : "cannot lar...2moro exam/quiz" or "assignment lar..."

damn...

should have gone out more with ex-TB2 friends...

wei yan lar....ragy lar...kai fu...or even Meng Leong and the others(non-tb2 but still great buddies)...

haiz...

2nite got many stars...

but the person who promised to see it with me one day...

i guess that person will most probably say no...

so no point asking...

but it's nice and windy tonight...

the night sky plastered with stars...

oh well...

i could always walk there myself...

not a big deal anyways...

had to spend some days in solitary meals...

not that i mind eating alone though...

dont get me wrong...

i just prefer makan with many ppl..

in other words...

i like socializing~~~

=D

well what to do...

most malaysians are trained from young to sit for exams...

malaysian's No. 1 at exams!!!

though i rather go against that statement...

find it too boring...

restricts the mind from wondering...

no wonder you dont hear of malaysians inventing new stuff or innovating stuff...

most copy paste works...

there may be some break throughs or new inventions...

but cannot compare with foreign countries like japan or USA...

cuz all only know how to take what text book or notes provide...

haiz...

exam based country...what to do...

exam results determine everything...

but at least these days the co-curriculum is taken into account...

not that bad...but still bad...

sad sad sad....

stupid education system...

Yahoo!!! My 200th post!!!

2009-03-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

To mark the event of reaching the 200th post....

i duno wad im doing really...

but here goes...

Most favorite:

English Music Artists - Works(those I fancy)

Eminem - The real Slim Shady, Shake That, Oops!!! Slim Shady did it again

Gym Class Heroes - Cookie Jar

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

Katy Perry - Hot n' Cold

Unknown(?) - Which Backstreet Boy is Gay

Well thats about it...

there is more..

but dun feel like putting in...

But the main one I like presently is...

.....

......

.......

........

EMINEM!!!

also known as...

SLIM SHADY!!!

I chose him cuz...

his songs reflect to how i feel at present...

the cruder the better....

the vulgarities is nothing...

its the meaning in it which matters...

Eminem ROCKS!!!!

Well this concludes my 200th post...

^^

Support Eminem!!!

P.S. :

Promote Earth Day...March 28th..turn off your lights and appliences for an hour, begining at 8.30PM~~~ Nation as well as worldwide event!!!
Play a part in helping save our only home!!!
Just an hour!!!

An hour with no internet won't KILL you!!!
EARTH DAY!!!
28th March 2009
8.30PM - 9.30PM

* & ^ % $ # @ ! RaNdOmNeSs ! @ # $ % ^ & *

2009-03-17T02:37:00.003+08:00

zzz....

these days duno y all posts in this format....

write a line...

leave a line...

sot sot dei...

>.< >(00)<

-(00)-

=(00)=

+(00)+

@(00)@

$(00)$

T(--)T ... sniff..gt flu~~

T(00)T...

('''\ ^(00)^ /''')

sot liao~~~

z(00)z

Stupid Assignments..

2009-03-17T02:33:00.002+08:00

soo many assignments...

so little time...

hate rush work...

stupid tests...

2moro plan do assignment now nid postpone...

why...

cuz got phonetics class lor...

stupid quiz...

as well...

bored...

hate most subs..

in this sem...

i more of the writer type...

not the speaker...

or the presenter...

more towards the writer...

but sadly...

this sem no writing subs...

haiz...

wun b surprised of fail some...

all oso not my strong point...

=.="""

going slp soon...

bus at 9.05am 2moro...

nid wake by 8.30am...

Good news & Bad news

2009-03-16T02:24:00.003+08:00

Bad news (for me)

Jie jie~~~

block me buat apa???

normal wan chat wit u cannot liao~~~

Good news

CHELSEA WON!!!

Final score was...

Chelsea 1 - 0 Man C

yesterday geh more nice...

Man Utd lost~~~(Bad for some, Good for some[me])

score was...

Man Utd 1 - 4 Liverpool...

well thats about it i guess~~

good night~~~

妈妈学英文 my friend emailed this to me~~~

2009-03-15T19:06:00.002+08:00

妈妈学英文 （一）

有一天，我正在看VCD，老妈棒了一本书进来。

老妈：这个 "i don't know." 是什么意思 ?
我说：我不知道.
老妈：送你去大学读了几年，你怎么什么都不知道 ？
我说：不是 ！就是"我不知道"嘛！
老妈：还嘴硬 ！
说完老妈给了我一巴掌。

妈妈学英文 （二）

老妈：那 "i know." 是什么意思你应该知道吧 ！
我说：是 "我知道".
老妈：知道就快说.
我说：就是 "我知道".
老妈：你皮痒是不是 ?
我说：就是 "我知道"呀！
老妈：知道你还不说？ 不懂不要装懂！
老妈又给了我一巴掌。

妈妈学英文 （三）

老妈：再问你最后一个，你给我翻译一下 "i know but i don't want to tell you." 是什么意思？
我说：... ... ... ... ... ...我拿起枕头往自己的头上猛K三十几下，再用那个头撞墙三十多下，再用脚踢桌角三十多下，再用双手轮流掌嘴三十多下，血肉模糊之时，我问老妈：这下你满意了吧？！

人们常说：学习是痛苦的历程。
不过我不明白，为什么受伤的总是我。
我妈学英文的热情日益高涨，因而我的苦难就日益加深。

今天，她又来问我了。

老妈：儿子啊..! "i'm very annoyance,don't trouble me."是什么意思啊？
我说：我很烦，别烦我。
老妈：欠揍！跟你妈这么说话。
于是，我又挨了一巴掌。

妈妈学英文 一续二

老妈又问："i hear nothing,repeat"是什么意思呢？
我说：我没听清楚，再说一次。
老妈又说了一遍：i hear nothing,repeat.
我说：我没听清楚，再说一次。
我：噢~猛？

妈妈学英文 一续三

老妈再问："what do you say?"又是什么意思？
我说：你说什么？
老妈作势要打我，【算了，问另外一句。】

老妈：look up in the dictionary.是什么意思呢？
我说：查字典
老妈：叫我查字典？那我干嘛问你？！
这次我挨了两巴掌。

妈妈学英文 一续四

老妈又问："you had better ask somebody." 怎么翻呢？
我说：你最好问别人。
老妈：你是我的儿子，我问别人干嘛？你又在皮痒了。
我说：啊！god save me！
老妈：敢耍你老妈？上帝也救不了你！
老妈又给了我一巴掌。

妈妈学英文 一续五

老妈：我再问你。"Use your head ,then think it over."又是什么意思呢？
我说：动动你的脑子，再仔细想想。
老妈：死仔，还敢耍我？　接着又要动手。
我连忙说：是世上只有妈妈好的意思
老妈：嗯，这还差不多！等下我做好吃的给你，下次再问你。

T.T

2009-03-15T03:08:00.002+08:00

Looks like some of my high schoolmates dah forget me~~~

not on their blog list anyways...

some on msn even asked me : "You are?"...

when i said : "Hi, how are you?"...

yao mou kao cuo?

1 - 2 year no see only dah forget me...

haiz...

cant blame them geh...

i got exam dat time they holiday....

they exam that time i holiday...

they organise gathering..

i think 1 per 4 times they call me i may be free to go...

hard to get ngam ngam all holiday...

nak gathering with heng dai go beach or Genting pun susah cari masa....

sometimes this makes me regret starting uni early (as in JAN '08 Intake)...

should have followed them MAY '08 Intake...

but then again...

no use harping abt what has been done...

ARGH....

I need slp lar...

thinking too much~~~

I think this is the first comic I'm recommending other's to read...

2009-03-14T17:39:00.003+08:00

Tittle : Gekka no Kimi (The Moonlight Prince)

Type : drama, historical, mature, mystery, romance, shoujo.

Author/Artist : Ako Shimaki

Chapters : 29

Summary (as stated in onemanga.com) : This manga is loosely based on The Tale of Genji Monogatari. When the Emperor takes a new Empress, she is barely older than the Emperor's son Hikaru. She becomes both the one woman Hikaru loves and the one woman he can never have.
And so Hikaru's feelings roam as his body wanders from bed to bed, seeking a replacement for her. When he finds the girl he believes can take her place...he commits a terrible sin. Now, a thousand years later, Hikaru's nightmares become reality as he is punished for past deeds in a new life--the greatest playboy in all of history...shakes like a lamb when any girl touches him!

My own thoughts about this manga (I havent finish reading yet though..somewhere in chapter23) :

Very nice to read when in a good mood...
Confusing at times... lots of flashbacks...
Not recommended for those who are wondering shells like me...
But in general its nice...
Do read ^^

So Close Yet So Far

2009-03-14T17:04:00.002+08:00

So close yet so far...

a wall seperates us...

but miles and millions block the path to your heart...

sealed behind a lock and a seal...

they key melted away...

with no key...

how can i unlock the path to your heart?

now a wall seperates us...

there you are...

right on the other end of the wall...

so close yet so far...

how i wish you were nearer...

close enough for me to hold you in my arms..

close enough for me to wisper in your ear...

close enough to feel your heart beat away..

yet your heart is hidden and kept away...

never to be mine...

loved you lots I did...

till you showed me the exit...

away from your heart...

before the question could be uttered in time to come...

you have already shown me the way out...

so close yet so far...

how saddening and depressing...

seperated physically by walls, stones, and wood....

seperated mentally by all the locks and seals...

seperated psycholigically by everything else....

so close yet so far...

Short poem - Untitled

2009-03-13T14:49:00.004+08:00

I want to hold u in my arms tonight,

Yet you shun me aside.

I love you with all my heart,

Hoping one day you'll be mine.

I wrote this in Mr. Krishnan's class this morning....
No specific person in mind...
Just felt like writing it...

A Moonlit Night

2009-03-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

The thunderstorm in the afternoon...

brought fourth a slight drizzle in the evening...

rain drops glistening on the leaves and cars...

a smaller drizzle...

the clouds parted...

giving way to the full moon...

round and yellow...

so huge and awesome...

what a wonderful night this may be...

a stroll down the lane...

umbrella in one hand...

the other in the hand of a lover...

walking slowly beneath the umbrella...

enjoying the wind and the slight drizzle...

how romantic!!!

moving into the night...

the sky lit up by the full moon...

couples by the lake...

enjoying the wind and the moon...

either talking animately with each other...

or maybe...

just hugging each other in silence...

no words to descibe how they feel...

on such a wonderfull night...

feeling the peacefull winds from the hills....

which cools as it glides across the lake...

to those who stand by the lake...

sharing warmth...

without the feeling of being cold...

ahh...

how I wish I were one of those by the lake on this wonderfull night...

holding the girl that I love...

gently wispering to her...

or just...

sharing this great moment together...

sealing the night with a kiss...

the experience forever sealed in memory...

ah..

such a wonderful hope~~

maybe one day...

my wish will be granted...

haha....

am starting to feel tired now...

the moonlit night...

such a romantic and peaceful night...

I wish it to never end...

To everyone...

Good night and have a great time....

The colour of the heart

2009-03-10T22:17:00.004+08:00

The colour of my heart is the colour of yours...

soul mates are meant to be together...

those who share the same colour of the heart...

they are those who are meant for each other...

each and everyone of us have a unique colour to our hearts...

with one or two other individuals who may share the same colour...

or slightly the same colour...

those who are together for years on end...

those married for decades...

those people found their opposites with the same colour of the heart...

some times...

same colours don't mix right...

some times...

different colours mix better...

these are different cases..

but to find someone else with the same colour of the heart as oneself...

that is truly hard to find...

one cannot claim that he or she shares the same colour with their lovers...

till the day that they die...

for some...

married for decades does not mean happiness in the past decades...

the colour of the heart...

no one knows for sure the colour of their hearts...

even i cant tell the true colour of my heart....

in reality...

scientists...

doctors...

medical personnel's..

they will say that the colour of the heart is reddish or something similar to that colour...

but the colour of which i speak of....

cannot be seen by the normal eyes of a person...

its more of a feeling than really seeing the colour...

sometimes...

when you feel that your made for that person...

look deeply into yourself...

before...

you look closely with your heart...

things may not always remain the same...

colour fade off photos with time....

papers change colour with time...

the heart's colour may change at anytime...

watch the colours....

if it was meant to be...

the lucky you...

if not....

well...

there's always next time...

the colour of my heart...

in the past...

i never saw clearly...

i made my moves to soon...

some i made the right choice...

while on other times...

the outcome was bad...

always read and see properly...

before any decisions made...

think straight...

look deeply into your heart..

let the heart tell you what it sees...

let it tell you what it feels..

the heart never lies...

one cannot control how the heart thinks or reacts...

though none of what i said can be proven by science...

its all down to faith and whether or not one chooses to believe....

the colour of the heart...

what's mine....

what's yours...

only before our deaths can we truly and really tell the colours of our hearts...

Eating.......not enough time to spend..

2009-03-09T12:34:00.002+08:00

Lets see....

what have i eaten so far...

had duck frm somewhere near PJ....restaurant called Golden Sun....

had bbq with family and cousin's family....

had bacon and eggs for breakfast....

not having lunch...

still full from breakfast...

well....

wish i had more time for this visit though...

not for eating lar...

time to spend with my heng dai's....

managed to spend an hour ++ with 2nd bro(+ ah sou) and 4th bro....

met at midvalley by coincidence....

had a drink with them...

4th bro is working at the feng shui shop there...

2nd bro just out for a walk~~~

he's re-entering uni for his diploma this MAY....

wish him all the best..

well...

i had to go back early...

mum gave me max of an hour....

wants to go to the puchong house...

bbq there lor...

have to go earlier start fire and stuff...

dad was irratable...

complain abt this....

complain abt that...

no mood b in his presence...

as if that wasnt bad enough....

his sister also was back for the long weekend...

******* *****

the pair of them around...

had to extra strain for patience...

tiring me out so damn much...

as if i dont have enough things to think abt...

very streesfull "time for relaxation"....

come home to relax and have nice food...

watch the tv a bit...

kena tembak by her adi...

i dislike being around her lar..

sure...

she's rich...

mahal food too...

but sometimes...

she's a pain in the neck...

same personality as my dad if not worse....

pengsan lar...

wanna die...

wish there were more time to be with my heng dai's....

miss the good old days...

(makes me sound so old....)

but really...

i miss being with all of them...

always something lacking in my life at kampar...

the insecureness...

loneliness...

but ...

looking like i'm happy...

in reality...

i don't feel happy...

always blue and down...

to little happy memories to maintain happiness....

hope to find peace soon...

real peace...

not just the word...

but the real feeling of it...

this post was supposed to be written last night...but no mood to write....later might have one abt my day(today).....see how things go.... thats all for now.... HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE

Home at last...

2009-03-08T01:00:00.003+08:00

Home at last...

one which i didnt really feel like coming home to...

but...

all is well...

came back to KL by train...

took a deep breath the moment i stepped out of the station...

coughed and sneezed a bit...

the kampar air is better...

fresher and less polluted...

kampar is more quite compared to kl...

took a cab home...

felt weird when entering my home...

it seemed huger than i remembered...

1st thing i did...

was to get some food...

grandma heated up some soup for me...

ahh...

home cooked food..

something i missed a lot...

especially my grandma's cooking...

well nt to say there werent any greeting party...

got 7 mosquito bites(up till now)...

then i turned on the tv...

been awhile since i watched some tv...

then the least favorite person came home...

greeted him in the usual manner...

tried to converse with him...

told him of the tales of my life so far in kampar...

he didn't seem interested...

so i gave up...

then i left the area he was in...

went to my room to hide behind my laptop...

bro came home awhile later...

traded a few songs and stuff with him..

then mum came back round 4pm..

went off to cut my hair and gai gai a bit...

dad din tag along..

after gai gai...

went home to get ready go eat "paper wrapped chicken" with family...

everything went generally well today...

till....

i sit here...

reading some comics as i let my thoughts wonder...

feel bad...

like how i was just throwned aside the last time...

that time did hurt...

but this time...

it not the pain that is worrysome...

its the feeling and the emotions which take a stab/grab at me...

the pain and the presure...

the emotions crush down upon me...

weighing me down so much...

that all the injured parts of my physical and mental body...

the wounds have opened up once more...

so many months have past since the last incident...

yet my wounds which have partially healed...

were re-opened again...

just by this mere small case..

its hurting me badly...

as i try to keep my composure to finish this...

i feel down...

feel so blue...

but a word of thanks to those who comforted me...

thanks...

but with wounds like mine...

comfort can only temporarily close up these grievious wounds...

but thanks anyways...

i'll be alright...

back to my same old self...

just need a few days off...

recover from whatever is ailing me now...

my fingers tremble as i try to block out those sad memories...

in a place where the root of all my sadness began...

this place called "home"...

for me...

being able to live a day with no problems like today...

eases me a bit...

that is all for tonight...

more upcoming....

2moro or the day after~~~

Good night everyone....

Reload

2009-03-08T00:58:00.002+08:00

i've decided...

i'll continue with the story...

though it may no longer be filled with the lovey-dovey scenes...

or maybe it will...

but i will stand firm and continue in my writings...

Boil soup....down the drains with all of it...

2009-03-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

Boil soup....

down the drains with all of it...

dun even need to ask...

everything out...

and to hell with all of it...

suan lar...

wad to do...

this will be last part of the story...

no happy ending...

(M.L. do continue reading...more new stories next time...end of the story d)

main female character of the story uncomfortable with these stories...

so i got to end the story early...

maybe next time will have a better story to write on...

good training for me...

on day can write a book~~

sell it and get rich like J.K. Rowling....

well that's all for now folks...

check back round the weekend for a new story...

might have might not...

depends if i get any inspiration or not~~~

hehe...'

sry again to my readers for ending the story so suddenly...

summary of my day - 5/3/09

2009-03-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

feel much worse today....

didn't feel like attending linguistics today....

slept early last night...

but still cannot wake up this morning....

din even hear all 5 of my alarms...

lucky stippe called me ask if i want go class or not~~~

went in the end...

knees felt like on fire....

pain like mad...

after that...

slept right thru the 1st hour of luke's class....

cannot tahan listening to literature history adi.....

craziest and most boring topic ever....

whr got ppl, week after week after week do history of literature geh!!!!

stupid wan....

2day she ran off early~~~

really early....

suan bah~~~

den afternoon, wanted come home to sleep....

but after pack some stuff...

took a bath...

then time to leave adi~~~

went for the next literature class....

in which i could not sleep....

luke was sitting right behind...

classmates did their presentations for the literature assignment 1......

another mad thing...

damn unfair....

those nid present today no nid wear formal...

those present tomorow need...

=.='''

in other words...

attire no marks geh..

dun care adi lar~~~

i gt ok marks adi...

no complaints...

2moro class at 11am...

dun wan cycle d..

knees soo pain...

take med oso no use...

that day stupid lar...

was distracted by my thoughts while cycling...

din notice shoelace got jammed in the chain...

in the end PK lor...

left knee slammed into the ground...

and there i was saying that my knee just healed...

stupid...

tired lar...

now wanna sleep jor~~

good night~~~

Feeling of uneasiness

2009-03-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

Since this morning I've been having this feeling of uneasiness....

It feels like theres something i should do....

but i cant think of anything at all....

It also feels like theres something missing...

something missing in my life...

that is apparent...

i know whats lacking...

but its affecting me a lot today...

for only THE LORD knows what reasons...

Slightly grumpy...

maybe lack of sleep....

or maybe cuz i'm distracted...

managed to rest on her back for ....

a minute plus plus...

cant forget the feel...

felt great...

all my probs temporarily melted away...

the moment i took my head away...

the feelings of uneasiness returned...

and i've lost count of how many times ive asked her out for a meal...

not just the 2 of us lar...

the dai lou's and others also join....

but duno lar....

always say busy or have other plans ler...

suan lar....

must be persistant...

maybe sometime in the near future...

we will have a meal together...

feeling really unwell now....

inside tummy like got tornado spinning....

headache....

feel like throwing up too....

duno whether its the food i ate or what....

but have been feeling this uneasiness since this morning~~~~

or maybe...

its just that i din have enough sleep...

everynight...earliest oso 1.30am sleep...

recently more towards 2am only sleep....

i wanna chat with her lar~~~

but she dun on9 oso susah~~~

nvr noe when she will online...

no fixed timing~~ XD

dun care lar~~~

patience and persistancy....

well thats all for now....

maybe later update again...

see ada mood or not~~~

What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian? taken frm an email sent to me by nelson

2009-03-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian?

1. A typical young Malaysian can name all the players from a top English Premier League club, but ask him to name one football player from Malaysia, he cannot!

2. When StreamyX come, you complain StreamyX too slow. When Maxis Broadband come, you complain Maxis Broadband always disconnects. When WiMax come, you complain Wimax too expensive. In the end, you say StreamyX still the best lah.

3. When highway toll price increase, you complain. When petrol price increase, you complain. When you go Starbucks buy RM10 coffee, NO COMPLAINTS.

4. When you cannot find parking in a shopping mall and have to walk very far, you complain. When you go inside the shopping mall and there's SALE, run from one end of 1Utama to the other, that one NO COMPLAINT.

5. You are always late. And the excuse you give when you're late is always either: (a) traffic jam (b) no transport or (c) cannot find parking.

6. You have a parent who forces you to take science stream in high school, study engineering in Uni, then when you graduate, they ask you to forget everything you learnt in Uni and do commerce..

7. You know someone who can specially develop an angmoh accent when speaking to an American / British / Australian.

8. You complain against the government in kopitiam, you talk loud loud. Leave anonymous comments on blogs, you also talk loud loud. Attend ceremah by DAP, you shout loud loud. Then when Opposition organise a protest and ask you to go, you dun wan. Scared later kena tangkap by ISA.

9. Every year on the 30th April, you are one of the people below queuing up last minute to submit your tax return at the IRB.

10. When you pay RM10 for something that costs RM1, you blame the Chinese.

11. When a government service is too slow, you blame the Malays.

12. When a building is not good and collapsed, you blame the Indians..

13. When a Chinese student won a scholarship, you say 'Wah! Very clever hor?' When a Malay student won a scholarship, you say 'Aiya! Of course lah! He Malay mah!'

14. When an angmoh stranger kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you very happy. When a Malaysian guy kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you slap him in face.

A summary of the past 2-3hrs...

2009-03-02T21:48:00.003+08:00

I wanna play the gentleman role sometimes...

like today for instance....

if she had follwed....

i would have used my jacket to block out the rain for the both of us....

but well....

it din happen....

left before she even came out of the class...

big brother was hungry....

so cepat cepat go KFC to eat....

haiz....

if only i could have played the gentleman role....

great setting too....

but on the bright side~~~

made her 2 paper swans...

which she gave one to her friend....

well at least she accepted one....

haha....

dont bother lar~~~ :D

happy can liao....

no need think about other stuff....

well thats all for "now"...

i wanna take a bath...

then need fix my formal shoe...

it's sole is falling off....

bought a bar of almond chocolate...

and hair shampoo....

wallet empty again liao....

*sigh*

The Dream I had Last Night

2009-03-02T14:00:00.004+08:00

I waited....and waited and waited....

I waited like a puppy awaiting its mistress's return....

an hour past.....

i told myself....

let me wait another 30minutes....

after 30minutes...

i told myself maybe another half hour....

it was 2am when i realised....

i should just go to sleep....

so i did...

in my sleep...

i dreamed...

I dreamed that we were watching the stars together...

My head on her lap....

her hand in my hair...

slowly caressing me...

it felt great...

singing as we sat there...

watching the stars...

ah....

peace....

how nice if it were to be true...

how nice if it were reality....

with the heavens and the stars as witness...

a new whole is created....

that was a nice dream....

hope it would have gone on longer....

but sadly....

my alarm rang....

signalling that it was time to go back to reality...

the thought...

that dream...

it seemed so real to me...

sad....

but never mind...

maybe one day....

i shall be able to watch the stars with her...

*Silent Sigh*

What a nice dream I had~~~

To bad it had to end so soon~~~

****** The word "whole" in line 25 refers to something else....have to read one of my older post to understand it...i think the post was from early last year. ******

Update

2009-02-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

Promised an update but dunno wad to write~~~

brain dead

and currently still have images in my head

the black and the white

a perfect match

to appear vibrant and beautiful

attempted to look as grand

but i dun think i reached the effect...

my formal shoe rosak....

tumpang daryl help buy shoe glue...

cant afford to get a new one at the present~~~

2moro

at 1pm....

i'll take a trip with stippie and nelson,

to town we will go to buy our KTM tickets home...

and to have lunch and have our favorite ais kacang at the usual stall....

thats all there is for tonites update~~~

XD

2009-02-27T13:55:00.003+08:00

Count down to the stinking presentation....

"Bloody hell!!!" quoted from RON, of the novel HARRY POTTER.

Rain

2009-02-26T22:26:00.005+08:00

it has rained thrice today....

how i wish it were that of a thunderstorm

a huge wave of rain

torrents of water,

crashing down upon the earth which I stand,

little rain has no meaning,

it does not have the power to wash away all tears,

it cant wash away sorrow and sadness

it cannot wash away the feelings of loneliness.

A thunderstorm cant do any of the above either,

but,

it can temporary wash away everything,

the spray of rain on my face,

on my body,

seeping into my hair,

numbing me to block out all negativeness.

How I wish there were a thunderstorm,

to help clear my mind of any troubles,

I miss the feeling of standing in a thunderstorm.

The sense of relief after being washed by the rain,

Maybe the LORD created rain just to help people get over their troubles,

be it a drought or just troublesome feelings,

the rain can temporary wash away the despair.....

the meaning and translation of this piece is based up to your own understanding, which may or may not be the same as what I orriginally meant it to be~~~ Different ppl have different oppinios and views

^^

Random~~~

2009-02-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

she mesmerizes me...yet the feeling is different....it's definately "like" not "love"....

but

with her status unknown and with charming beauty....

I know for a fact there are guys who thinks she's cute and hot....

and do wanna date her....

but i dont...

well not yet....

i'm being honest...

just like how things are going now....

its fun^^

but .....

they ask:

is she available.....or has she been taken....?

cannot answer lar....

i oso duno....

go ask her lar....maybe she'd tell u guys....

ask me no use...

i dunno...

cuz i no interest in finding out either...

wad i've got now...

its enough...

best wash away horrible negative memories~~~

fill the empty spaces with new good memories with everyone( minus the short skirt girl )

Why studying phonetics is irrelavant

2009-02-25T14:44:00.003+08:00

well my previous post can answer this...

if we all wrote in phonetics, most of us would rather not type at all.

took me 2 and 1/2 hours just to type the whole piece...damn stupid!

A piece in phonetics...........hope I didn't get the symbols wrong...

2009-02-25T12:38:00.003+08:00

lʌv ɪz lʌv, laɪk ɪz laɪk,
ɪts tuː 'dɪf.ə(ɹ).ənt ˈfiːlɪŋs.

wɛn juː lʌv sʌmwʌn, ðɛɹ ɪz ðə ˈfiːlɪŋ ʌv wɑntɪŋ tu bi wɪð ðæt ˈpɜː(r)sən. lʌv meɪ kʌm ɪn ˈmɛni 'dɪf.ə(ɹ).ənt fɔːms, bʌt ðə wʌn aɪd laɪk tu tɔːk əˈbaʊt təˈdeɪ ɪz əˈbaʊt gaɪ - gəːl lʌv / laɪk. [ ɪl tɔːk əˈbaʊt ðɪs topic frʌm a gaɪs pɔɪnt əv vjuː , soʊ gəːls, doʊnt kɪl mi wɪl ju?]

wɛn a gaɪ lʌvs a gəːl, heɪ: juːʒʊəli rˈɛm.bəs ˈɛv.ɹi ˈsɪŋgl dɪˈteɪl əˈbaʊt ðə gəːl, wʌt ʃi laɪks, wʌt hɜː(ɹ) preferences ɑɹ, ænd soʊ ɔn. heɪ: wɪl rˈɛm.bə stəf ˈivən ʃi ˈkænɒt rˈɛm.bə seɪŋ. heɪ: wɪl lɔŋ tu bi wɪθ hɜː(ɹ) , tu hæv hɜː(ɹ) bi: hɪz side. ðɪs ɪz falling in lʌv. fɔɹ gəːlls, haʊ they view lʌv? Well find a gəːls blog which has this topic....I seriously still don't know haʊ gəːls judge lʌv. Hope ðɛɹ will be one after I post this. Because most gaɪs ɑɹ completely blank on haʊ a gəːls mind works.

Now towards laɪkɪŋ sʌmwʌn.

wɛn a gaɪ laɪks a gəːl, it doesn't mean heɪ: has a crush or ɪz in lʌv with ʃi. It can just be brother-sister lʌv, that ɪz not true lʌv....but might lead tu it, if the situation ænd variables ɑɹ right(sounds like doing experiment :P ). wɛn this happens and the gəːl is older, ðə gaɪ tends to be unusually playful or acts not of his age. heɪ:ɪl fool around with hɜː(ɹ), irritate hɜː(ɹ) a bit, laɪk how a younger brother irritates hɪz elder siblings. If ðə gəːl is younger, then ðə situation might be in vice-versa, heɪ:ɪl act as the mature elder.

lʌv seldom forms overnight, it takes patience ænd time. Not all "laɪks" ripen into "lʌv". sʌm never even progress from "laɪk".

soʊ my fellow readers, can juː tell ðə 'dɪf.ə(ɹ).ənt if your classmate has a crush on your friend, or ɪz it just a playful laɪkɪŋ?

It's in incomplete phonetics, cuz if i put anymore in, i'd die from typing...and i wont noe wad the in the world I myself wrote... So this is the end product.

To, non-phonetics and phonology students, dont attempt to read this, u'll just not get it and laugh ur ass off... hahha

Luke's Lecture: a Comedy by Dante

2009-02-24T21:03:00.002+08:00

There shouldn't be any class today,
Yet here we are, incomplete in number
To listen to what Luke has to say.
While some have gone off into deep slumber
And also a good number who hunger,
Yet it is a class none would relish;
For their assignments are unfinished.

The class was boring, atmosphere cold;
The number of slumberers has increased.
We are all learning poets of old
Whose motor functions and minds have long ceased;
As we all listen on, our foreheads creased.
Now he's telling us, "Talk to the dead,"
We do not care; we long for a bed!

The third hour is finally reached,
Our class is decimated in number.
By Luke's teachings our minds are all bleached;
None of us, none at all, remain sober;
Thank God we are not required to labour.
All are now minding their own business;
Some taking sleep to be their mistress.

This poem was created by my classmate this morning in class. He has asked me to blog it for him, because he doesnt own a blog. All credits to him.

dæm ðæt bɪtʃ

2009-02-23T21:24:00.004+08:00

I really hate her adi...dat no dress sense, no sense and logic, no brained idiot!! Even if a person is fat oso dun loud loud say for whole street to hear lar!! Totally impolite...if there werent other people around, i would have let loose my fury upon dat idiotic girl....

She darn stupid...dress code says cannot wear geh, she go wear all those against the rules geh, and ask why people stare at her...memang gt people stare at her lar...where gt people wear like that geh in uni's...(not counting the "LALA[they oso dun dress like her]" & the "chicken"). So transparent that anyone can tell wad she's wearing underneath.

Somemore where got people wear the same clothing for 5 days continuously? Not smelly wan meh? i wear 2 days oso beh tahan adi... Always ask stupid and over private questions... Bu zhi chou de nu ren! The girl doesnt know what shame is...

I tell you ar...that girl really gets on my nerves...i think i know some of the lecturers also feel the same way. She asks irrelevant questions and talks crap. Shut up for 10minutes oso cannot...

If my patience was that of my father's, long ago i already scold her lor! But today, she went over the line...she was lucky that there were other people around(jiejie included), if not, she dead! I hate using my temper/rage, but towards shameless idiots like her, my patience is limited.... She's stepped way over the line and my patience is at its wit's end....

Next time this happens again, and there are no one around(except dai lou lar...which she always stick with and delusions herself that she and him are still a couple, though just unofficial....[this is rubbish according to him and i trust him] ) then i'll tembak her to the max!

PS: Sorry about the tittle, its vulgar i know......tried not to swear in this post...not good if I did.

Readers from EL Y1 S1, u noe lar who im reffering to. No nid put in name.

ARGH~~~

2009-02-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

Aiyor... y no cc in kampar here easy let me curi game geh?.....

What my birthday means....according to an app on Facebook...

2009-02-20T00:29:00.002+08:00

You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem Your Love. Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. You are a romantic and loyal lover.

My greatest strengths: Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life.

to play it i think this is its link:

What my birthday means:

After singing Starry Starry night, had the urge to Sing Seasons In the Sun..by Westlife.....What's up with me?

2009-02-18T01:13:00.002+08:00

"Seasons In The Sun"

[Kian:]
Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees

[Bryan:]
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time

[Shane:]
Goodbye Papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

[Mark:]
Goodbye papa it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

[Nicky:]
Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground

[Shane:]
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

Starry, starry Night by Don McLean - suddently felt like listening and singing this song....

2009-02-18T01:10:00.001+08:00

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

We caught Thursday's Dinner!!!!!

2009-02-18T00:50:00.005+08:00

Here I am with the medium - little fish(uneadible...too small to cook)
Man...I hate catching small fish...I wanna catch the big ones for dinner...

This is the fish Daryl caught for Thursday night dinner...
Its a "Fei Zhou Yu" also known as a "Telapia" (duno spelling correct or not... :P)
Anyway, keeping it alive in a pail in his bathroom...got air pump n stuff...
Thursday going Heng ???(duno name of da restaurant) to cook and eat it....deep fried?steamed?
duno er~~~ we decide later...

LATE Dedication - - - - 13mins b4 Valentines Day end

2009-02-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

My classmate Dante, would like to dedicate this song to all those guys/girls who "1 leg in left boat, 1 leg in right boat" on this very night.

IOSYS: Make Us Your Brides [English Subtitles]

just click the tittle to view the video.

The HUGE Valentines Day post [dun hv a better name]

2009-02-14T01:18:00.004+08:00

Well, boys and girls, it's that time of the year again...yup the month where most of us get all lovey-dovey... It's Valentines Month. A brief History of how this celebration can to be:

February has been a month of romance for as long as anyone can remember. It's the month associated with Valentine's Day celebrations. Time and time again, we've heard the name St. Valentine being uttered before us in this season of love. But just who is this St. Valentine? Why is this month associated with love and romance? Learn about St. Valentine, how Valentines day came into practice as it is today. The origin of this lovers day goes back as early as 270 A.D [wow its been around for around 1739 years!!!] and started with the clash between a kindly priest and a mighty ruler. To know more, kindly go to : http://www.theholidayspot.com/valentine/history_of_valentine.htm or http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valentine%27s_Day

Its a bit too long for me to type it all out...I prefer using my own words...well most of the time anyway

On this very day, boys tend to confess their love to the opposite sex, though in this generation, I believe there are those who confess to the same sex... To some this day is a day to celebrate an anniversary of a year or more's love. To some, this is a day of sadness, having lost a previous love on this day, or during this month. To others, it's just another day for some extra shut eye. I've been thru the 1st 3...but so far not the last one...

Anyways, this is a happy, joyous day for some yet there are those who feel lonely and left out, or just out of place during this celebration. For those who lost love during this month or *touchwood* on this day, its time to move on, no point lingering on this...you've been ligering on this for a year atleast, move on, find happiness. For those who are planning to propose / confess, calm down, have a good nights rest, dress to your best and with a deep breath, say what you've got to say. To those who *touchwood* get rejected today, never mind, you can always try again next year. To those who dont give a rats fart that its Valentines Day, shut up and go back to bed..haha...

I've spent a week trying to find some nice videos of / for Valentines day. I wont embed it into the post because it'll make my blog lag its ass off and when you readers try to watch the clip, it'll mostlikely lag your asses off..hahaha...not joking...its seriously lag!

Here are the links to the clips(just copy paste into browser...sry if inconvinient...i dun wan to slow the blog down):

Love Story and A nice song:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUBJjcgPOhQ&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=691aqVvgAVc&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci11Gb23ttc

For those who are going to ask for a date this 14th:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-B7b8puET0&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nITj139XaWc&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czyI2I-AlrU&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSOHZJXG20Y&feature=related
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5xJcBp-XwA&feature=related
6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLFI4F1F26I&feature=related
7. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oq1KFpW_hjE&feature=related
8. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rimS3YGDXOg&feature=related
9. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cg_OAqQE6No&NR=1
10. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4okq3weu9wQ&feature=related
11. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=am03aQSAQgY&feature=related

For those who are together this 14th:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-k6i4o43S5M&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHsO0MMj_xo&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igIAsZM2RHw&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4l9nvjWIlE&feature=related
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSSVgTrPwX4&feature=related

Couples apart or for some reason cant be together this Valentines Day:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irPZn0DtSFw&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtML8huoWLA&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaAjlgHw6NY&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWYDF51m7s0&NR=1
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qnYwN7O6XY
6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAyfO_6yeLs&feature=related

Those whos boyfriend or girlfriend got stolen(dah lari) :
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdBj5PG2EVk&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCzchQM3SlA&feature=related

For those who lost love on the 14th :
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBKQqQj67tc&NR=1 [this is the best one - also tells u which song nt to dedicate on radio]
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMzW-2t8KFI&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDPFanSzPnI&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8glCPEWFoxU&feature=related
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WiUYxRvUIM&feature=related
6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwNMYd5yjtg&feature=related
7. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeoNanhtZkA

I've got a friend(girl) who asked me to help her dedicate this video clip to a certain guy. To avoid any trouble, I wont put their names down :
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ce79wy1QRdc&feature=related

These are the clips that I've been watching nightly for a week to prepare for this post. Hope u enjoy it. ^^

Next up, 4 poems which I have created in this week. 2 of them from my past. Un-cut, un-edited, the original form of my poems:

Valentines Day
Fresh air, sunshine and morning dew
Greets the Month of Love with warmth.
Love is in the air,
Love is in everyone,
Love, the upmost importance in the mind and hearts of men.

Lightning, Thunder and Rain,
Greets the Month of Love with despair and gloom,
Lost love for some,
Lost hearts for others,
Love losts upon this day, leaves the deepest scar in a person.

Different thoughts,
Different memories,
Brings joy as well as hauntings,
To people this Valentines Day.

created by Brian Woon
on
12th Feb 2009

Count Down to Valentines Day
Dawn, on the eve of Valentines Day,
Excitement and anxiety grips lovers around the world.

Noon, on the eve of Valentines Day,
Feelings of joy and happiness exploding left right center.

Sunset, on the eve of Valentines Day,
Lovers cant wait to celebrate bathing in the sunset's golden rays.

Twilight,
The anxiety,
A sleepless night,
In anticipation of a grand day t'morrow.

created by Brian Woon
on
13th Feb 2009

Valentine
My heart has made up its mind,
And I'm afraid it's you.
Whatever you've got lined up,
My heart has made it's mind up,
And if cant be signed up
This year, next year will do.
My heart has made up it's mind, And I'm afraid it's you.

created by Brian Woon
on
(cant remember when, but i believe i wrote this for a poem competition back in form 4[?])

The Night of a Full Moon

The full moon,
A round and beautiful scene,
High above in the deep blue sky,
Clouds moving towars it,
Like dragons chasing after a ball of fire.

My beloved,
She is as beautiful as the moon,
Many guys including me,
Chase after her,
Like the dragons high above.

On this day I hope,
That,
I would be the one to reach her first,
Out flying all competition.

She will be mine,
As I will be her's,
For all eternity.

created by Brian Woon
in my early days of poetry writing(2005?)

This post may be 4 hours late, but i have completed it. I could not include a short essay like i promised to some, I applogise on that. I already am at my limit. I cant write no more.... hope you enjoy the videos as well as my poems.

Do drop a comment^^....

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
TO EVERYONE
ESPECIALLY
ALL THOSE
COUPLES
OUT
THERE.

~~~~ Thats all folks ~~~~
~~~ Good Night ~~~

My hororscope for today

2009-02-13T17:03:00.002+08:00

Daily Overview: February 12, 2009

TAURUS

April 20-May 20

Explore the world of art today -- even if it's all online. Your eye for beauty is keen and needs to be used more, so you can more easily get your sense of place and come back down to reality.

Daily Single's Love: February 12, 2009

TAURUS

April 20-May 20

You're feeling a bit greedy with your time lately. And why not? You're committed to way too many things. It's okay to say no to the serious stuff and yes to romance and fun. Relax and kick back. Call up an old flame or a new interest, and get it on!

(Nt working leh..ask 3...either busy or dah taken....)

Waiter: Table for how many people sir?
Me: Table for one.
Waiter: !!!! Todays Valentines Day sir. We only serve couples....
Me: Oh Damn...I forgot all my dates were busy...
Waiter: Never mind sir. We have catered a special area for bachelors and singles.
Me: Oh you did?
Waiter: Yes. This way please.
Me [after scanning the people at that area...nerds...idiots...]: no thx....i think i'll go buy a pack of candles and ta pao a steak for myself...
Waiter: ........

This is wad i think will happen if i go to any of those cosy high class places for dinner...if this happen at mamak stall, i'll burn the place down!!!

As for the huge post i promised...i'll start it tonight...

=.='''

2009-02-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

=.=''' erm...really dun wan meh...

@.@ !!!! WHAT?!

T.T huuu~~~~huu~~~

dat was my expression when i asked the 1st one...

v ^.^v hey u free this saturday? Wanna go hv dinner with me? Just as friends...

Next day....

^.^ v hey so how abt it? u coming?

after her answer....

-.- er....

^.^ awww come on..it'll b fun...i found this nice n nt too pricey place to eat at...nice atmosphere n all...

after she considered somemore..still no...

=.=...! hmmm....

get into room adi....

T.T waaaaa........

~.~ sniff.....writing this post...

Fishing Tales

2009-02-09T22:43:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 7.30am 2day...wanted to play basketball...but the court was packed so din ply..continued sleeping...den woke up again at around 8.30am...prepare to go fishing with Daryl, Steppi and Nelson.

9.30am - began to fish using handlines...used bread as bait....
10am ++ - ada ikan bite...small fry..
11am ++ - me n steppi caught a bt 4 fishes each..total 8...Daryl got 1 too...(all small fishy) he wanted big one so din waste time trying get small fishy
11.30am - went with Daryl to fish shop buy weights and worms for fishing...
1pm - lost my dark glasses to the lake...
1.30pm - last throw...for the morning session...(if din end soon we become charcoal lor!!! me n Daryl sunburn adi...)

2pm - went to Heng Yip for lunch, cuz thr gt free flow of iced tea..

after lunch, popped by Daryl's place to help him with his assignment...

6pm - went out for round 2 of fishing this time with live prawns as bait...

gt another 7 fishes...Steppi gt the biggest one again...lucky fella..i think da fish was 7.5inch..but better than nth..

thunderstorm approaching..but it din rain...**** made me rush down my dinner...scare rain..

typing this post while preparing the outline for VALENTINES DAY POST... DO LOOK FORWARD TO THIS..... I'll mostlikely post it on the night of the 13th or on the morning of the 14th.. Should be my best ever post..[if the coding(html..bla bla bla) doesnt kill me...]

Anyway..here are some pics of the fishie we caught:

Steppi caught this fish, but we all took a photo with it anyway..his bigest catch...none of us gt any bigger fish to show off...well nt this time anyway...

PS: LOOK OUT FOR THE EVE OF VALENTINES or VALENTINES DAY POST!!!!

Messed up...

2009-02-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

With my friends & buddies now right here in UTAR, Kampar...yet I still feel sort of lonely...seriously..this aint a joke....maybe its bcuz there are no memories to hold me to my home. My family is what one can call as peaceful...an outsiders view of my family says that we hv such a nice family...but reality...is far from what it may appear to be... In earlier posts...i have revealed much about my family...though based on my point of view...i am fair in what i say..no over exaggerations....

I now ask: "How can a person wif no good memories of being at home with his/her family be able to miss home or get homesick....?" Its impossible....to have nth to to hold u back and miss home...its something really lonely i think.... How a person may appear in public, with friends and enemies... does not really reflect to how that person really feels deep down inside....

A person like this...can only hope to find peace among his friends...buddies...heng dais.... If friends are scrace... Nth is left for him.... wandering along daily...just living for the sake of living...no meaning.... No memories to brag abt...I hear ppl saying.."oo...i did dat with my family too" ; "yeah..it was fun esp with my family"... I cant say those things sincerly...i lie or maybe just exagerate on what really did happen on that occasion, which other may brag abt...

Impossible for one with nth but sad memories of home to be homesick or miss home.... A lonely shell, cast upon the world... Who da heck will miss arguing with parents or siblings?!? I tried my best to make some memories b4 i came back to kampar, during dat cny break...but it was a disaster...nt only did i not manage to make any good memories... further more, i think my relationship with my dad and brother may have just got worse...

I'm only home for a week and my bro has to show attitude for the whole week i'm home...dad and aunt..both stubborn idiots...i do things my way..nt theirs..little error shout n scream and scold...heck dat aint memories i want!!!! Its been a rather unhappy week for me...CNY is suppose to be fun and games...for me it was like a living hell...My aunt would nt let me leave the gambling table till i lost everything i had...

Haiz.... So far I dont know anyone yet who like me do not feel homesick or have good enough memories to long for home....

thats abt it for now...need rest...hate morning classes...last minute tell us gt class... fucking idiots man UTAR...within 3 days can change timetable 3 times... mana ada so sohai geh uni...cheap is one positive point...but WTF!!! anyway...gd nite...feeling darn messed up...

they all say the same thing...

2009-01-30T17:22:00.002+08:00

Astrological fortune telling ; Hororscope/Starscope ; Chinese Fun Shui Lou ; Lilian Too's fortune telling handbook...to name a few...all say same thing...

Those born in 1990 [Horse year ppl], ( element : earth ; type : metal )

"You will be going through a new change for better in your finances,...., with unexpected drop-in's of income......, as for your love life.........your past love(s) will find the need to return to you once more....accept or deny its up to you...but rest assured they will come[one web site even stated da exact time range for this to happen : 11th FEB - 25th FEB / varies for diff ppl born in year of the horse] and on the topic of health....it'll be as rough as it was when in the year of the rat(last year) though nearing the late-mid part of the year, things should lighten up a bit....bla bla bla(abt family and such....)"

It's all the same...

(Stars given are out of ten basis; sources is dat wa lai toi program on chor 2)
Wealth : * * * * * * * *
Spending Power : * * * * * * *
Health : * * *
Love : * * * * * * *
Family : * * * *
Social : * * * * * [duno wads the meaning of this]

Advice :

Spend wisely, save money...ecconomy still bad...hope wont get worse...so just save....just in case...^^

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Choy San Ye story...

2009-01-25T21:51:00.005+08:00

Choy San Ye(at public phone) : Halo, Ah Long ar?
Ah Long A : Yep, how much u want?
Choy San Ye : 5million ada?
Ah Long A : !!!! mana ada wor!!! u wan buy wad o?
Choy San Ye : Its me lar...Choi San Ye! Ecconomy no good this year...no $$ to give out!
Ah Long A : Wait ar, i ask my boss gt more $$$ or not...but interest rate is 10% a day ar...u ok with that?
Choy San Ye : what ever lar..... I nid the $$ in 3hrs!!!
Ah Long A : Okok...whr are u now ar???
Choy San Ye : at petaling street...
Ah Long A : okok be thr in an hour...

Choy San Ye : Harlo?
Ah Long B : Mau b'rapa? seribu? 10ribu? 100ribu pun ada!
Choy San Ye : I want 5million ada?
Ah Long B : 5 ratus ribu!!!! Beli apa??? Gila ar?
Line get cuts off....
Choy San Ye : @#&!%****(curse this ah long! make him kena raid by police later.......makes a note in his VAIO notebook)

Choy San Ye : Harlo?
Ah Long C(female voice) : Hello this is 888 loan service, how may I help u?
Choy San Ye : Wah...so formal!!
Ah Long C : Yes sir, how much would u like like to borrow sir? the minimum amount which u can borrow is 1million, the max is 100million....
Choy San Ye : Hmm...how are the interest rates like?
Ah Long C : Well that depends on how much money u want, sir.
Choy San Ye : I need 5million in 1hr48mins...is it possible for u to loan me that much in such a short time?
Ah Long C : No problem, can u tell me ur location? I'll arrange for the money to b sent to u right away.
Choy San Ye : I'm in petaling street now.
Ah Long C : Ok, then please wait by the Popular bookstore, which is a corner lot. the person bringing you the money is Mr. Zach. By the way sir, my I know ur name for future reference?
Choy San Ye : I'm Choi San Ye lor!
Ah Long C : Very funny mister, please do tell me ur name.
Choy San Ye : I really am Choi San Ye ! Last year ecconomy so bad this year low on cash to give out. So what are the interest rates?
Ah Long C : hey, boss! Choi San Ye wants to speak with u!
Boss C : lets make a deal, u bring more ppl to borrow $$ from me and i'll give u a 0% interest rate. how abt that?
Choy San Ye : Ok deal!!!!
Boss C(shouts elsewhere) : woi ! fai di fai di, dai lui hui qi qiong gai, choi san ye dan gan a!! Fai chai! fai di lar!!!
[Background noice]
(underling) : mei wa??! choi san ye dou wui mo lui?! lei xin ga a?
(Boss C) : gui lei ling zao ling lar! xiong sei a?!
(underling) : .......grumble grumble...
Boss C : sry abt that, the money should reach u in 15minutes.
Choy San Ye : Dou jei sai...

Loaded with 10million ringgit, Choy San Ye spread joy to all in Malaysia.

Hope u enjoyed this....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! MAY Choy San Ye BRING YOU GOOD FORTUNE THIS YEAR....

at his expense...soo many loans to pay off... XP

1st part was adapted frm THE STAR...
2nd n 3rd were of my own creation....

Should i or should i not change....

2009-01-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

I may change...or i may not change course.... hate some eng courses.... feel like doing psy... mum says to try survive 1 sem...if really cannot then only c how lor.... its been a week n a day... n i can fell da preasure bearing me down... no thx... i hate preasure cuz preasure leads to depression...

peer preasure + parents high expectations = stress

stress + stress + stress = depression

depression = getting sick badly

so,

stress = getting sick badly...

So fine, i'll try a sem...worse come to worse, HELP here i come! (or maybe go join ragy class...as her junior...)

**Don't attemp to correct any mistakes you see, be it in grammar or spelling!**

Interesting people from my class...

2009-01-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

1st of let me introduce my class rep... His name is Gale, he's abt 2 yrs my senior i think..(nt very sure) has an accent like zhen hui...speaks and has almost the same personality as zhen hui but more outgoing...

den thr are the other guys : Kyle(long haired dude-likes joking) ; Doyle/Daryl(? duno spell sry); Dante(one of Kyle's buddies) ; Kai fu & Nelson ; den da rest cant remember yet....sorry~~ XD

Girls the one who stand out most in my mind is : Jojo....she has like all the qualities dat i hate...but for some reason she stands out in my mind....she bossy, study maniac and her english sounds better than mine....=.='''

the other girls that i remember are : Candy, Amber(always sit beside Kyle), Sheena, Siu Yen, Liza, Leeza, and ...... tak ingat anymore....

Meet 3 lecturers so far: Ms Jane - Linguistics ; Mr. Christoper - Phonetics and Phonology ; Ms Cheng - Grammar...

AFTER BUY SOME BOOKs...BROKE ADI....

4 more sub bo buy yet.....

now no sore throat...more like dry cough....

zzzz...................................

cant get her outta my head!!!!!!!!!!!
HEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....

2009-01-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

Darn it just got bitten by an ant......damn pain...now numb adi.... haiz....

But at least now my bathroom got light and the toilet bowl can flush... 2 good news at the cost of 1 bad news(so far lar)....

Have to sleep early tonight...tomorrow 8am class...have to go early to find the class...

Sheena meeting me and nelson @ 7.15am to cycle together with small round gang to uni~~~

hope can wake up~~~ XD

hate morning classes...

What our kids ae learning these days...

2009-01-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

A little boy was doing his math homework.

He said to himself, 'Two plus five, that son of a bitch is seven. Three plus six, that son of a bitch is nine ....'

His mother heard what he was saying and gasped, 'What are you doing?'

The little boy answered, 'I'm doing my math homework, Mum.'

'And this is how your teacher taught you to do it?' the mother asked.

'Yes,' he answered.

Infuriated, the mother asked the teacher the next day, 'What are you teaching my son in math?'

The teacher replied, 'Right now, we are learning addition.'

The mother asked, 'And are you teaching them to say two plus two, that son of a bitch is four?'

"NO!", the indignant teacher roared back, 'What I taught them was, two plus two, THE SUM OF WHICH, is four.'

Hottest Quote I've heard this month :

2009-01-09T20:37:00.004+08:00

"Girl, do you know that you're so hot, the sun is jealous of you?"

by

Ean from the hitz.fm morning crew

What a great pick-up line if u ever meet a girl in the day time and the sun is hiding behind a cloud... Though I doubt that you can use this line in a pub at night... Maybe u can say it this way ... -->

"Girl, do you know that you're so hot that the sun is so jealous of you, he's hiding behind the moon?"

Sounds lame and weird to me...

Horrorscope for Horses in the year of the OX

2009-01-09T20:26:00.005+08:00

Horse Year Borns: (1906, 1918, 1930, 1942, 1954, 1964, 1978, 1990)

Good Personality Traits: Friendly, Cheerful, Popular and Hardworking.

Bad Personality Traits: Impatient, Selfish, Egotistical and Short Tempered.

Horse's Compatibility: Tiger, Ram and Dog.

Forecast: According to the Chinese Horoscope for Horses, these people are going to undergo a lot of travel in the Year of the Rat. 2009 will bring along many changes and movements for the Horses.

Single Horses can look forward for long lasting love relationships this year.

Professionally, the Horses might face delays in completing projects in 2009. These people are advised to stay focused this year in their professional dealings. Chinese Horoscopes 2009 also indicate that the Horses need to step back and rely on their colleagues for support for gains in their professional life.

Horoscopes for Horses indicate that these people might feel weak in terms of their health in 2009. Chinese Horoscope 2009 advises the Horses to take care of their diets in 2009. They are advised to add healthy and natural food in their diet this year. Since, this will be a year of hard work, the Horses need to take sufficient sleep throughout the year.

As far as the love life of the Horses is considered, the Year of Ox will welcome you with love in the air from your spouse's side. All your loved ones will support you throughout the year. Family members will give the best of their advises to the Horses during this year, so don't neglect them.

Horses are advised not to take risks by investing money this year. These people need to plan their savings very carefully in 2009. Avoid giving loans to anyone in the Year of Ox. Overall, the Year of Ox will bring many changes for the Horses.

Be warned my fellow horses~~

hahaha XD

...>>> new Year and i aint in a good shape<<<...

2009-01-06T18:50:00.002+08:00

The start of a new year...and i'm still stuck...nth i want to write yet... but maybe later....

The past year lods lot of what cant let me be....

The past i want to leave behind yet it clings to me even more tightly evry time i want to shake lose...

Looks like i still am not suited for life alone...i aint no hermit.... even after being single for the past erm 5 months i think.... i cant live alone....

Its odd not having to care for someone i love...and that someone loves me in return....i'd want to care, worry, miss that person...its she who makes me want to live life the way it can be...

Being single is a pain for me...its made me very irrational, very easily irritated, ah yes, and my temper isn't any better....if not got any worse...

well i think i might have re-opened my depressed file again...by accident.... well seemingly it was closed after i've been dating(diff partners[2ppl by the way]-seperately... through a 3 years 7 months period..)...i've gt used to having the company of a companion....its cuz of that minor depression back then, dat i really began to counsel other regarding same issues i've been through... Though its a minor depression and bring no harm to my mental and body, well its not what i want to stay in, this state, for long periods of time....

After my latest seperation...which happend like at the end of sem2..it was a dream..one where i trully loved like before... the 2 relationships that had the greatest effect / impression on me was when i was dating with Alisha(1st real gf - nt real name cuz she not 18 yet) and after her, little Agnes...

After agnes, well i think i'm still in pieces...though emotion part has healed...my life is as it was 4 years ago...b4 i started dating....people might say that family is more important than friends...as in earlier post i have disagreed with this statement... I prefer my buddies, friends and partner...

I hold no happy memories for me to bring to kampar to miss having...even da simple dish of pork meat with tomato sos dat i liked my mum had to add weird veges into it..after eating it, i feel rather quesy right now... everytime the whole family agrees dat the dish is nicw, she has to go and add something else to it...sheesh! cant she keep it right? when i voice my oppinion, my dad shit me out, my bro sides with him, and my mum puts on a face as black as a night sky...

no great memories..besides those of me with my friends... I guess what i'll miss will be my heng dai, lim and terk, sisters and all my other friends... oh and a few cousins XP.....

Home sweet home will always be the place to be.....my ass. Maybe after i have my own family, then home will b the place i would like to reside in with the people i love^^

being freaking irritable right now...when dinner wasnt ready at the usual time i ter-flared up...was oledi in a bad mood today anyways...haiz...

Its crazy to know that i cant cope with being single... But i cant force love...so i'll just live with it for now till i meet that someone special again....who will turn my life the right way up again^^

Happy New Year to all

Kampar here i come!!!!

after my driving test on thursday though...

PS : my results arent really nice this sem but at least i passed everything..^^

Read....Just read....and understand it...

2008-12-18T21:08:00.001+08:00

Read Carefully and Understand the Meanings:

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.
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To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
T! he value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

The origin of this letter is unknown,
But it brings good luck to everyone who passes it on.
Do not keep this letter.

Forward! it to friends to whom you wish good luck

Peace love and prosperity to all.....

My most loved ex-gf sent this to me~~

swt... =.='''

2008-12-12T21:15:00.001+08:00

I no update then no one co in see... sad... always go c ppl geh~~ now less than 3 ppl a day come in see...

rAnDoMiNg

2008-12-04T17:03:00.003+08:00

This looks cute~~~ You've got to read the manga before u noe wad it means though~~~ Otherwise, just guess....^^

The tittle of the comic is :

LOVE STRIP

Genre : mature, romance, school life, shoujo.

Summary

Yuuko is in her third year in Junior High (freshman in high school in US). She is a glasses-wearing, four-eyed-nerd. She's suddenly getting tutoring from the perfect Ryuunosuke-kun, but little does she know, she's also about to get a lesson in love. Yuuko's dangerous summer hoilday is about to begin!

You need to read it ur self...I not giving spoilers >.<

Laying off for a bit

2008-12-01T09:27:00.002+08:00

I know i promised some of my readers some proper long long posts...
But I'm stopping for awhile....
Call it writers block or what ever.....
I just dont feel like writing for a bit...
Havent come into my blog or any others since the last time i wrote something into my blog~~~

Lost interest at it for now....
Maybe after exams i'll continue?
Oh and by the way, I aint stopping cuz exam are here and i need to study...
I just cant write....

No tittle for this yet

2008-11-27T13:49:00.003+08:00

The spoied will always be spoilt,
The busybody will always be busybodies,
The proud forever shrouded in pride....

The humble will always be modest,
The timid will always be shy,
The gentle forever behind a veil of warmth....

The loser will someday win,
The poor will someday be rich,
The hardworker will someday recieve the fruits of his labour....

Live life positively,
Discard all negativeness,
Enjoy yourself...

Created by: Brian Woon

Edited by: Shinigami 1806 & Brother Bear

Copyrighted!!

3 seasons in a relationship...

2008-11-27T13:43:00.004+08:00

A breath of spring,
Warm And soothing,
A new day, a new shoot,
The spring is the best for a new relationship.

The breeze of autumn,
Short, warm and crisp,
Love lasts as the breeze lasts,
Sharttering when the breeze turns to freeze.

The winter storm, the winter gales,
So cold and unforgiving,
Not for the faint hearted,
The winter is the time to recover and to forget....

Created by: Brian Woon
Edited by: Shinigami 1806 & Brother Bear
Copyrighted!!

Goodbye Jordan

2008-11-26T08:50:00.003+08:00

My pet dog, Jordan just died yesterday morning.... he died after suffering a stroke the day before....

T.T

I liked him lots...but he has left us all... he just collapsed and had difficulty breathing according to my mum... I was in class when it happened...

Sad....really sad...losing another family member really is depressing....T_T....haiz...one prob after another...

Goodbye Jordan...
We're all gonna miss you...

Your life and times with us we will never forget...Its been a happy 8years... and ur b'day was on its way... :'(

A minute of silence....
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I'm really going to miss you...

New lyrics by my bro

2008-11-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

Here is the original lyrics:

If your happy and you know it clap your hands, *clap* *clap*
If your happy and you know it clap your hands, *clap* *clap*

If your happy and you know and you really want to show it
If your happy and you know it, then clap your hands! *clap* *clap*

Now here is the lyrics to the one my bro made... :

If your happy and you know it masturbate,
If your happy and you know it ta fei gei,

If your happy and you know and you really want to show it
If your happy and you know it, then masturbate!

Created by: Arthur Woon
Posted by: Me
Copyright to him please...

At The End

2008-11-23T11:35:00.002+08:00

Last night before sleeping, 3 versions of the a poem came to me...so i wrote them down on paper...now post in blog~~ take all as the same poem of take it as 3...doesn't matter to me^^

1st version (original that came to my mind - no edit)

With the wave of my hand,
My time is at it's end.
Where thoughts lie,
My life lies.

With a wave of my hand,
My life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
My soul lingers.

With the wave of my hand,
Everything came to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time for me to go where all lost go.

2nd version (edit some parts after re-reading it)

With the wave of the hand,
The end is in the hand.
Where thoughts lie,
The thoughts lie.

With the wave of the hand,
The life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
The soul lingers.

With the wave of the hand,
Everything comes to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time to go to where all lost go.

3rd version (last edit)

With the wave of a hand,
Time is at it's end.
Where thoughts lie,
Life itself lies.

With a wave of a hand,
A life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
A soul lingers.

With the wave of a hand,
Everything came to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time to go where all lost go.

Created by: Brian Woon
2nd version edited by: Brother Bear
3rd version edited by: Shinigami1806
In other words, all are created by me.
Copyrighted to Brian Woon
Do drop a comment.
^.^v
To everyone: Have a nice day...

~ NIGHTMARISH ~

2008-11-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

I never want to stay at the new house in Puchong ever again....at least not until the house has proper beds, bathrooms, living room and TV set.... Damn boring....

It was my brother's idea to stay there last night...so I thought since i had a tough day at bowling, why not go there for some R&R... But R&R isn't what it seems... !st the metal frame for the bed was missing a piece, so my bro took the complete set and i had to sleep on the floor...as though my back didn't hurt enough.... I'm hurting from my waist down... after 60 consecutive frames of bowling i think any armature bowler like me will be in pain...

Then the lunch just now at TESCO, PUCHONG was even more horrifying.... there were ants in the soup that my bro ordered... and the fu yong dan + rice that i ordered tasted like it had been keep for days and just heated up.... My mum then ordered some drinks, a soursop ice blended was nice, but the ais-kacang and cendol tasted like it had roach kill in it... yuck.... feel soo disgusted..

That was the worse i had ever eaten from a food court before....blek!

Bad lunch, bad house....not really the R&R i was thinking of... now my injuries seem to have doubled in pain....cant walk much and my bowling hand is still a bit numb from yesterday....

Thank GOD i am home now...time for some real R&R..... Thats all for now~~~ Bye Bye and have a nice day^^

2008-11-20T17:20:00.003+08:00

To all those who like to add salt on peoples wounds,

Cant u leave ppl alone??? Other people's stuff aint your concern... so shut the fuck up!! U wanna say something to me come find me like a man... Dont hide behind stupid pc and talk crap!!!!

COME FACE ME U BLOODY RETARDS!!!! CHICKEN SHITS WHO DON'T DARE COME OUT FROM BEHIND MOTHER'S SKIRT FOR A FIGHT!!!!! FUCKING IDIOTS WILL ALWAYS BE FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!

Sorry to su hsiang...in my anger i've hurt ur feelings...please accept my apology..... sorry....

I was damn mad just now when i wrote it....so sorry...

Grabbed this tag from Agnes Bloggie~~

2008-11-19T18:22:00.002+08:00

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
NO..I don't take revenge...dun like doing it anyways...my reaction would be.....(depend on situation)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a happy and meaningful life with a nice little family of my own...(thinking very far ahead..XD)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Anyone who pisses me of this week....(17-11-08 ~ 23-11-08)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Get myself a nice new laptop(hi-end type), buy my dad a new car(BMW?), get my mum a proper desktop, send them on a trip round the world then with the remaining $$$ invest it^^ so million can become billion again...(dreaming...)

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
Depends on which best friend ur asking about...if guy then memang NO lar...if girl...c if reach my requirements or what my feelings are lor...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are the same...loving someone brings joy to them, being loved by someone brings joy to oneself..

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as it takes...can be 1 month, 3 months, 5months....etc...but if that person get married then suan liao lor...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Get over it and move on...

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
My gf or my heng dai's(original 3 anyways...)

10. Will you invite Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yes....we got to be open minded to be able to live peacefully...

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
Working in a school or uni somewhere in this wide wide world...

12. What's your fear?
What I fear is fear itself....no defined/definite form of fear...

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Slam my alarm clock shut then put my glasses on...

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes..if the relationship really is present(which currently isnt...)

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Never happen before yet so cant answer...

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends.................................................................on............................................................(yes u guessed the answer)...................................................situation......................................................

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
In a relationship...single life isnt really good...

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,...
Are u high or something?? Friend stop dreaming!!! Its only 6.35pm now!!!
If I love a person, I dont care about anything else....only that person matters to me...not status or anything...

I grabbed this tag to waste my time....so i tag whoever wanna take this....

All About Life, Enjoy Life while you can, You Get 1 Life only!

I know i havent updated in months..

Fiction Conversations

Random update taken frm email

sobz

Try this for some fun^^

Need to be able to sing these 2 songs by wednesday opening ceremony

Reasons for slow updates

HOw I feel NOw

Puppy/ Puppies

Year 1 Semester 2 Week 1 Day 2 and Day 3 - Summary

Year 1 Semester 2 Week 1 Day 1 - Summary

Y so EMO??

Lost

Miss Kampar

男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状

Final 24hrs at Kampar

Exams over, holidays started

Feel like I'm being used...

A creed to live by

2 nEw StOrIeS

SESAT!!!!

Difference between Wife & Girlfriend - taken frm Agnes's blog~~

Study week

TO THE MOTHERFUCKERS WHO TAINT MY CHAT BOX

Perfectionist / Perfectionism

All-Or-Nothing Thinking:

Critical Eye:

“Push” vs “Pull”:

Unrealistic Standards:

Focus on Results:

Depressed by Unmet Goals:

Fear of Failure:

Procrastination:

Defensiveness:

Low Self Esteem:

A lone figure at the court

Taurus Man - Email frm Nelson's Cousin Sis

A very touching and meaningful piece

I got this song stuck in my head

The person 5 doors away

Lemons & Sugar - copied from Agnes's Blog

A joke from My Crazy brother

This only haapens in country's which use B.M.

Something Funny, From Poovan

Manga Review

Summary

Update - 24th March 2009

People Don't Know How To Relax

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE....‏‏

Excellent article on cancer. Pass it on...

Miss Foundation Days..

Yahoo!!! My 200th post!!!

* & ^ % $ # @ ! RaNdOmNeSs ! @ # $ % ^ & *

Stupid Assignments..

Good news & Bad news

妈妈学英文 my friend emailed this to me~~~

T.T

I think this is the first comic I'm recommending other's to read...

So Close Yet So Far

Short poem - *Untitled*

A Moonlit Night

The colour of the heart

Eating.......not enough time to spend..

Home at last...

Reload

Boil soup....down the drains with all of it...

summary of my day - 5/3/09

Feeling of uneasiness

What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian? taken frm an email sent to me by nelson

A summary of the past 2-3hrs...

The Dream I had Last Night

Update

Rain

Random~~~

Why studying phonetics is irrelavant

A piece in phonetics...........hope I didn't get the symbols wrong...

Luke's Lecture: a Comedy by Dante

dæm ðæt bɪtʃ

ARGH~~~

Short poem - Untitled

~ NIGHTMARISH ~